i wanted to think everyone was wrong about him, including my own opinion. congrats everyone u were right. i fell for him, and i fell hard. i set myself up for heartbreak and i guess i did a good job cuz im hurting pretty bad.

bb

hey life is eh. not so great. i want to be with him and i cant. i cant stand hearing about him touching other girls and all that stuff. i get to jealous but i guess i cant cuz its him and he is always like that. i just wish it was me and not everyone else. anyway drama drama drama that what i have in my life and fuck i hate. i just wish people ( Read more... )

(this goes to the entry b4 it)if he only knew how i felt. i wish i could come out and ask him but i dont want to take a chance ruin what we have. stupid stupid boys!! lol

i had a good time tonight i hung out with my buddy sometimes i wish we were more than friends and other times i am like no we can only be friends and nothing more. its just so confuzzling. i just wish i could figure it out life would be so easy. but its ok i am fine where we are at. idc if we become more or stay friends hes just a great friend to ( Read more... )

hey i miss everybody in the journalism class last year. i was looking at the my pics and there is one of all of us and i miss the good old times. god it was great we had so unforgetable moments, like garbage can jumping and our daily trips to the vending machines. that was great. wow i love all of u guys!! thats all i had to say. and do u guys ( Read more... )

hey today was good. i went over kristen house and did our enlgish project. it had to be about mythology something like the bachelore (sp?) and it was great. i got to bare zues' child but than i die. zues was played by this kid derick hes a cutie. we were listening to kristen ipod on the couch and all the other 6 people were like look at the love ( Read more... )

hey life is going good. im happy. hope eveyone else is and if u arent i hope do feel happy later.

linz

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bla i just got home from training. let me tell u how much fun that was. i am drenched in sweat and smell, kinda sexy lol jk. i have to wait like 20 minutes till i can take a shower cuz i am icing my knees and they hurt like mother ( Read more... )

i might be able to get my dress i am so excited. the price went up tho its now $220 but idc i want it so bad. its so pretty. well thats all i have to say and i dont kno which homecoming i am going to yet. i was susposed to go with my best friend but apparently not cuz they all are getting dates so nvm. i dont care it just shows me how nice they are ( Read more... )

hey tonight was interresting. i had people calling me at all hours of the night. kt two times at like 3:00-3:30 and andrew at 5:41 and than just to make things better a stranger called me at 6:00. well i guess u could say i didnt get much sleep if any.

queen bb