Comments | __bella21: where do i even start?

__bella21

where do i even start?

Jul 21, 2005 02:00

... people suck! they say your one of their good friends. yet they dont call, they never see eachother and they dont invite them to important things in their lives. well for instance, tonight sarah had a lil grad party .. and was i invited? *NO* was i even told about it? *NO* i had to find out from a friend of mine who said she was going. how ( Read more... )

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__effinxcute July 21 2005, 06:16:23 UTC

i do call but u never pick up. i even called u the other day but it only rang twice and it went to voicemail.. and u never call me anymore either..

__bella21 July 21 2005, 06:24:44 UTC

well my phone never rings and i do have vm for a reason, this has been awhile now and its really bugging me, how we pretty much spent everyday together and now i dont see anyone. i havent seen or even really talked to you since the wedding ... thats pathetic

__effinxcute July 21 2005, 06:34:10 UTC

well i have called and and made plans with u after the wedding but everytime we had plans things came up adn evertime i call u never pick up so y leave a message if u arent going to call back.. plus i dont remember u ever calling me after the wedding either to hang out. the phone does work both ways and i have been calling

__bella21 July 21 2005, 06:47:13 UTC

well im sorry, i never saw a missed call from you. hopefully next week or sometime over the weekend we can get together if you want. i do miss you

excuse me cuz im in a bad mood. . . like___whoa July 21 2005, 11:15:28 UTC

what i hate is when "friends" lie to other "friends" and the friend that was lied to actually trusts and believes that person and then a few days later they find out the whole time she was just with her boyfriend.

WHY CANT ANYONE TELL THE TRUTH ANYMORE?

seriously... its not like it would have hurt my feelings.. but instead i have to hear the shit from other people. its not like im your boyfriend and you are leaving me for someone.. just go do what you want but dont lie to me if you had plans with me.. and then dont complain that im never around if i really do try.

im not in a good mood! the end!

Re: excuse me cuz im in a bad mood. . . __bella21 July 21 2005, 15:50:33 UTC

actually i wasent with my BOYFRIEND the whole time i told you what happend and the reason why i didnt call you when i left was bc i had assumed you went out and made other plans. i didnt wanna bother you. and yeah i did write this cuz i was in bad mood .. we all get like that sometimes .. so sorry for speaking out on how i feel!!

NO I SAID IM IN THE BAD MOOD NOT YOU like___whoa July 21 2005, 17:14:46 UTC

hmmmm bother me? when it comes to friends, it doesnt bother me at all. my term of friendship is.. someone that can call me at 3 in the morning crying or just bored and i wont get pissed at them.. i dont care what the fuck im doing any of my friends can call me whenever they wish to cuz im always here. but i guess thats just the type of friend i am. so im sorrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Re: NO I SAID IM IN THE BAD MOOD NOT YOU __bella21 July 22 2005, 07:05:36 UTC

im the same type of friend and anyone who knows me .. knows thats how i am. my phone is always on for people to call me @ 3-4 am just to say hi im hungover or im pissed off and i need to vent. im sorry i didnt call you that night i wish i did :-\

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not like this is gonna change anything.... x_toxic_luv_x July 21 2005, 21:44:30 UTC

u didnt get invited to my actual graduation cuz i only had 1 ticket left over and i gave it to lea. as for the party as u call it, i call it a gathering, yea i will admit u were NOT invited but thats cuz as u put it "we are not that close anymore" u said those words buddy not me and the last time i saw u, which was last week at the pool hall, u all but basically flat out ignored me. i cant speak for everyone but i can speak for myself and say that i know where shan and lea are coming from. ur absolutely right that u and I use to be close but u know what after awhile u just faded away. i would call u and u wouldnt pick up, i would leave messages and u wouldnt call back or when we would have something planned u just completely blow me off. no offense but after all the calling of trying to do something with u and u NEVER calling me on YOUR OWN WITHOUT HAVING TO CALL ME BACK from calling u previously, i just stopped trying. y try when u dont want to be bothered. u say we dont call u anymore when u dont even pick up the phone and call us ( ... )

Re: not like this is gonna change anything.... __bella21 July 22 2005, 07:12:13 UTC

the reason why i said we werent that close anymore is because you went back to someone and told them something that i had written in here & ever since then YOU stopped talking to me. i said that i had forgiven you for telling him and u said u were sorry for that. and when i was at the pool hall i definetly did NOT ignore you, i said hi and was talking with you guys for a little while, that night i was in a bad mood to begin with, theres alot of shit goin on in my life that id rather not broadcast on here but ive been in a shitty mood for quite some time now and everyone just caught me on a bad night that night and im sorry that you feel that i ignored you. and not for nothing but i didnt "fade away" ive been here the whole time. sometimes i dont pick up my phone for obvious reasons being im at work or i just dont hear my phone half the time. verizon was fuckin me up bc i didnt pay my bill and alot of my calls were not getting thru to me and i wasent getting voicemails till like 2 days later bc they hate me lol .. anyway all im gonna ( ... )

soulfire__ July 22 2005, 01:39:15 UTC

uh.. i sorry? =/

__bella21 July 22 2005, 07:12:24 UTC

its fine .. its not ur fault