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Maybe I should just stop pretending everything's okay.
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jerelyn
Rach and jerelyn
dog
me and jerelyn
Moose?
my friends' butts
rach and chels
austin (rach's little brother) hiding under his bed
jerelyn is hardcore
i...am not. maybe the piano will be kinder to me?
rachel and jerelyn like to dance
really really bright picture
my brother wrote a new song. heck yes.
Suddenly, I realize I'm in an empty scene
I don't mean to be a bother, but I'm slipping further
It seems, downwardly
Into a never ceasing black reality for me
This world's much too cold
To be lived by just one soul
So whatever life might bring
Don't ever want to be alone
Awkwardly, this is how I've found myself to be
Endlessly without relent into a self-made dream
Where I don't need anyone to make me feel at home
Although
This world's much too cold
To be lived by just one soul
So whatever life may bring
Don't ever want to be alone
Yeah. I went into to my living room to watch tv earlier tonight and he was playing the piano, and I was about to yell at him to go away and play some other time, but then I thought "What the crap am I doing? I always complain about him not living at home. I need to just enjoy the time I have with him". So he's been playing guitar and piano for me and he finished the music for a song he's writing for me. :)
Oh yeah. And I'm sick. Blahhhhhhh. My voice is all weird.