I'd rather have me hurt than you.

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They've got me so sedated. I fall asleep with my eyes open all the time, in class, at home when my mom was trying to do makeup work with me. It's just so weird. It's like I'm hardly even alive. I miss the sudden burst of motivation I had right before all that shit happened. I thought this year was going to be awesome. I've gained back weight that I

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I <33 u more than u know.

[korn_fan_13]

Chey, I know that my responce to this is so fukking late but I want to respond anyway. That literally just made tears roll down my face. You are such a sweet girl. I hate when yoiu self loath because I know you are a zillion times better than you think you are. Your a beautiful girl, regardless of weight or anything else. I'm so happy that your finally happier with your appearence, DDR roxors^^. It really makes me happy to see you happy. You are amesome no matter what anybody else thinks. I fukking love you Chey and no matter what happens I will always be here for you if you ever need some one to cry with, laugh with, or just someone to talk to. I am here for you. no matter what.
♥,
Jeannie