It's June tomorrow and I can't even imagine wearing something other than jeans and a sweatshirt. This summer better last until at least mid october. I wish it would last forever. Autumn will break my heart. I really need a job. I don't exactly babysit anymore. They have me sit like every other weekend but that doesn't bring in enough to even pay ( Read more... )

:)
yipee

Ask me.
You know you want to.
So just do it.
This is all so confusing
<3

Blah.
I'm so damn bored.
Today me and Caitlin kissed in front of Mr.Defranco and he was turned on. And it was wicked hot. Caitlin is wicked hot and so is Mr.Defranco. My boobs grew back. That means I gained weight but I don't care because I really hated how they shrank. I wish I had money.

Things are going okay. I don't know why I'm not depressed but I feel happy. Weird. My medication really bugs me sometimes. I'm never angry because I am unable to be angry. I still get depressed sometimes and that is the whole purpose for taking my damn meds. It's a lot better with me on them than off though. Off of my medication I am the saddest ( Read more... )

I'm pissed off. I am never pissed off. This is a big thing for me. Maybe I just want to say I'm pissed off for the hell of it. Most of my friends are seniors and they're leaving me. Joe was being a dick tonight. I had to get out of my house and get something REALLY IMPORTANT THAT I NEED TO BUY BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. Yeah. Well, Joe is out with other ( Read more... )

wow im so damn bored. I feel like no one replies to anything I say anymore and I am just wasting my time typing shit that no one reads. I was kind of pissed off today in english and I don't know why. I was just jealous. Everyone seems to have someone else. I don't want to be alone anymore. It's rare that I connect with people though and ( Read more... )

Looking back on stupid arguments ( Read more... )

I feel really stressed out. This weekend sucked. I was supposed to go to a Roxy Monoxide concert with Meg on friday but Danielle really wanted me to go to a big party with her. it turns out that my mom had also bought tickets for me and her to go see a play. Meg had no one else to go to the concert with except for me and I bailed on her. I chose ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to be leaving like now to go to a party yet I'm still here. So I stole this from Christine's journal and I'm going to do it.

01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips
02. I see a therapist
03. I'm the youngest child
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness
05. I have gauged ears
06. I wear black eyeliner every day
07. I ( Read more... )