I had such a good weekend. I hung out with Dorothy in Lexington and too much happened for me to even begin to type it without feeling like I've left something out.

It was really awesome.

I'm going back next weekend
I have to go back next weekend, damn it :]

Everyone is so wonderful there and I feel like I really fit in. Townsend is nothing

Spring is here ( Read more... )

I dont want casual sex anymore. I don't want to kiss and tell. Im sick of one night stands and fake emotions. Sex would be so much more beautiful if it meant something. I've never had that before. I never had meaningful sex. So no one can jump in and steal kisses anymore, im no longer giving out free samples. I watched The Girl Next Door today and ( Read more... )

The sad part is
mom never even accused me
I came home to smiles and acceptance
and it wasn't normal
I took a shower in peace and went to ccd
i didnt try to hide any of the glances or smirks
and she was clueless the whole time
I was looking forward to letting go
but sweetheart, I couldn't break your heart
if you're leaving then force me to stay
dont let me ( Read more... )

Love is like a drug
long term effects don't seem to be relevent
until the side effects are finally killing you
and it hits you like a bad high

love found me today
bit me right on the lips
cold at first
i shivered
recoiled
but soon felt safe

when i look in your eyes
i see something to hold onto

to do list ( Read more... )

i just talked on the phone for so long ( Read more... )

Stranger than your sympathy,This is my apology I'm killing myself from the inside o-u-t
And all my fears
have pushed you out
//I wish for things that I don't need All Iwanted. And what I chase won't set mefree. All I wanted And I get scared but I'm not (crawling) on my knees "Oh yeah everything's all wrong"yeah Everything's all wrong yeah (Where ( Read more... )

why cant i live up to expectations
a suprise from the start
too gone to be attractive
a letdown of a drive

i cant even fake an emotion
and neither can you

im going to the mall
we already went today
but thats alright

well..
smokin a j
i mastered rolling a fat joint
well
peace out
G-UNiT