Ew. I realized just how much I suck at this thing called life...

Happy ChrisMaHanuKwanzaKah to you!<3

He was sitting at my kitchen table & his hair got so much longer & he just looked so good & so cute & I wanted to kiss him so badly.....

.....But he was talking to my mom. So. You know.

I got everything I ever could ask for for Christmas in you<3

I don't know if I can even describe it ( Read more... )

I need a scarf & a hood to keep these thoughts quiet inside my head. These thoughts. Those thoughts. Them thoughts. I always struggle to articulate how I feel about anything, especially things important to me. I think this is why I sleep most of the day or not at all. Maybe that's why all my conversations with all the people I love are laced with ( Read more... )

Last night was just amazing. Taking Back Sunday. My god. ♥

Jackie, the Mizz & I got there at like 4:30 because we're fucking insane & it was SO cold out but we stood with Kear<3(paintmyselfout_) & Emily<3(quiet_things_) & they made it all better. =] Emily & I made Adam take us to Convenient to get hot chocolate<3 because he's our bitch & he was crazy-hyper & screaming "FUCK ( Read more... )

UHHHH, I LIKE IT LIKE DAT. SHE WORKIN DAT BACK I DUN KNOW HOW TAA ACT. SLOW MOTION FOR MEEEEH, SLOW MOTION FOR MEEEEH, SLOW MOTION FOR MEEEEH, MOVE IT SLOW MOTION FOR MEEEEEEEEEEH.

'CUZ I'M YOUNG & I'M BLACK & MY HAT'S REAL LOW?!

I am so black, haw haw haw♥.

I want to remember the way his hands felt. His fingers just grazing my hips, like he could break me if he gripped to hard. I want to remember the way my hands felt on his neck. The tiny hairs missed at his last haircut poking my bare fingers. I want to remember how we moved. Really slowly swaying every so slightly. I want to remember how he picked ( Read more... )

Happy birthday Dave. I hope I am you get everything you've ever wanted. Gosh, you do deserve it<33. I...
Love, Erin♥

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No matter how much something hurts, things will only get better if you let them.