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People always ask what's wrong
and want me to let them in on the scattered mess
that I like to call my head. Honestly, I would let
them in but if I did, They wouldn't understand. They
wouldn't know what to say because they don't know
how someone can be so unhappy with themselves.
So I'll leave my hard shell for the outside to see,
but underneath, i'm not nearly as strong.
she smiled as she looked out into the night, at the railing, at the curve of the concrete, at the water below. she wondered what would take her, the road or the bay. blinking one last time she felt his eyes consume her and she fell desperately. the ground took her first and the water held her while she slept.
REALiTY iS SOMETHiNG YOU RiSE ABOVE.
don't wonder about whether you love someone or not. love isn't something to be pondered. it's just one of those things that hit you one day, and you know, with your entire body, that you love this person. it's not something that can be logically figured out, like some math equation.
please forgive me if i act a little STRANGE,
for i know not what i do. feels like lightning
running through my veins,
everytime i look at you.
It's too late to be saved by your charm
We'll never get this right
All right, I'm sorry that I even tried
I was a fool to have hope in you.
i'm shakin' at your touch, i like you way too much my baby, i'm afraid i'm fallin for you...
Your with me all the time but...i know that wat your really saying is that we should JUST BE FRIENDS BUT WAT YOU REALLY MEAN IS....-- I don't just want you to mourn the loss; I want to remind you of it every day. I want you to suffer. I want you to envy. I want you to die slowly, a bit at a time. And I want you to smile and thank me for it.
-why is it that we talk for hours at a time together and you think that you can just leave without trace of affection for me when all i ever do for you is love you in the best way i can?
Sometimes I wonder what you think of me, or if you do at all...
Most people would rather be certain they're miserable, than risk being happy.
I've made alot of mistakes in my life but I don't regret making them because if I hadn't... I would never have learned to make things right.
& because it just fits:
There's an emptiness inside her, and she'd do anything to fill it in. And though it's red blood bleeding from her now, it's more like cold, blue ice in her heart. She feels like kickin' out all the windows, and setting fire to this life - she would change everything about it, using colors bold & bright. But all the colors mix together - to grey - and it breaks her heart.
My one desire, all I aspire
Is in your eyes forever to live
Traveled all over; the seven oceans
There is nothing that I wouldn't give
Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours.
" he's got a smile that could set the world on fire & what makes it all worthwhile -- is that his smiles are meant for me "
Maybe it’s intuition, some things you just don’t question, like in your eyes, I can see my future in an instant and there it goes, I think I found my best friend.
Having a bro <|3 ken heart is
like writing your name on a
:foggy window: and watching
it slowly f a d e a w a y
\\Sometimes you gotta
//live with the bad
\\Smile with the sad
//Love what you got
\\Nd remember what you had.
If tears could make me pretty, I would be the most gorgeous girl alive.
there's a million reasons why i cry pull the covers tight and close my eyes, cause i don't wanna be alone.
I wish I had the guts to walk away, and forget about what we had. But I guess the reason I can't is because I know you won't come after me and I guess that's what hurts the most.
Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after .
" What if Prince Charming had never showed up? Would Snow White have slept in that glass coffin forever? Or would she have eventually woke up, spit out the apple, gotten a job, a health-care package and a baby from her local neighborhood sperm bank? I couldn't help but wonder... Inside every confident, driven, single woman, is there a delicate, fragile princess just waiting to be saved? " --Sex and the City
Friends? Yeah I have lots of friends. Those conniving, blood sucking wenches who knife me between the shoulder blades repeatedly? Yeah, I've got tons of them.
i'm tired of faking smiles
i don't want to hold back tears
i'm sick of waiting on other people
to help me face my fears
so i lay myself down to sleep tonight
and pray that i'll be okay
but even though i know that i won't
i'll fall asleep and hope so anyways
Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry, forget the times he spoke your name, remember now he's not the same, forget the times he held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can, forget the time and don't pretend, remember now he's just your friend.
I'd like to believe that I'll wake up one morning and not miss him anymore. I'll finally understand that when he broke my heart, it was for a reason, one I just don't understand yet, but when I do... I'll know that he messed up; not me.
To every girl who gossiped about me in corners of parties; to those who were my slap in the face; to the closeminded or misunderstanding; to those who broke my heart: you all challenged me to become the person I wanted to be. I am stronger because of the trials you put me through and no matter what you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me.
"Never ignore a gut feeling, but never believe that it's enough." -Kermit the Frog-
Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, of what i did, of who I am...
but most of all, im scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life,
the way i feel when i'm with you
Don't you hate that? Uncomfortable silence.
Why do we feel it's necessary to talk about bull in order to feel comfortable?
That's when you know you've found somebody really special.
When you can just shut the hell up for a minute and comfortably share a silence
I wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have
I want someone to see all of my little details …
the things that no one knows or cares enoguth to look for …
those little details that make me ... me
how are we expected to live in
*the real world*
if everyone in it is f a k e ?