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People change... even the person you
thought you knew the most changes.
Even though it hurts to see them go
You have to move on with ur own life
The memories are all u have left and
Things might never be the same.
not everything in this magical
wOrLd is what it seems
sO don't be fooLd because
looks can be d e c e i v i ng. . .
Life was so much easier when our worries were that recess was too short, problems could be solved by eni-meni-minie-moe, only scraped knees brought tears, boys had cooties, & goodbye only meant until tomorrow . . .
He was crippled
But only his body was cracked
It's not simple
Nor is it an easy matter to explain
Let's just leave it at that
She says
And closes the holy book of lies
As she covers her eyes
Denying to herself what she thought happened [Thirteen]
As I stumble through this life, help me to create more laughter than tears,
dispense more happiness then gloom, spread more cheer then despair. Never
let me become so indifferent, that I fail to see the wonder in the eyes of a
child, or the twinkle in the eyes of the aged. Never let me forget that my
total effort is to cheer people, make them happy, and to forget, at least
momentarily, all the unhappiness in their lives. And in my final moment,
may I hear you whisper, "When you made my people smile, you made me smile."
Sometimes you just feel tired. You feel weak & when you feel weak you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength & just pull that ish out of you & get that motivation to not give up & not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.
*Your like me*
- always looking for a chase
- never happy with what's right in front of your face
- always want what you can't have
- that's why were never happy with what we have
i guess that's just too bad
I was going crazy, I didn't know what to do
I was trying everything, but I couldn't get over you
then I realized I'm too good for you.
"she'd bleed for you, why won't that do? you look her in the eyes, & spit your stupid lies. but she takes it when you fake it. shes knows you're not true, but loving you is all she ever knew."
"Just Missed The Train"
Roll over baby
The time has come
To make a little bit more room
I've hung around you
It's getting tough
I think I'm gonna break down soon
Cuz I remember
Crying in the park
It was getting dark
Suddenly I looked up
You were my sky
So go on
And sleep darlin
Why don't you pretend we were just a dream?
It's cool baby
It doesn't matter anyway
Well I'm so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
Such a shame
We just missed the train
Be quiet angel
Don't make a sound
Save it for a rainy day
Oh can't you see me
I'm such a mess
Trying hard to find my way
Do you remember wasting all the time
We were feeling fine
Though we couldn't walk a line,
We were all right
So go on
And sleep darlin
Why don't you pretend we were just a dream?
It's cool baby
It doesn't matter anyway
Well I'm so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
Such a shame
We just missed the train
Oh why'd that train just pass us by
Didn't anyone see we were stuck at the line
And we would've made it on time.
"Beautiful Disaster"
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right
Oh and i don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waitin for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh cuz I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
Degrassi songs
This song is the prize for breaking my heart / Should of written these words to you right from the start / You say it doesn't matter, how it's all in the past / My pain doesn't show, it's disguised by this mask / I can't pretend to forgive and forget / Gonna make the day you met me, a day you'll regret / 'Cause you're the dust in my eye / You're the rock in my shoe / Yeah, you lie, lie, lie / Better watch what you say, 'cause I'm on to you / Mr. Nice Guy, whoa, Mr. Nice Guy / You're so nice.
When it's you, it's something else / It's everything / You'll never believe the nightmares / You'll never know the pain you caused / You'll never see the scars you left / The things you stole, everything lost / You took my body / Tore it in half / You took my childhood / My heart and my laugh / You took everything I kept for myself / Then you're gone / I'm not your poor thing
I just wish you'd open up your big brown eyes, look the hell around & see that I'm absolutely crazy about you. <3
there comes a point in life where you realize
that you just DON’T NEED certain people.
♥ ♥
he can`t be the PERFECT GUY until he wants you
…. as much as you want HIM.
♥ ♥
Deep inside he'll always know that he made the mistake of letting go.
♥ ♥
it's amazing, after all we've been through, the good times & the bad, how we can walk by eachother and pretend it never happened. give each a polite little awkward smile, and then move on.
I don't know who I'm kidding imagining you care.
Honestly, I'm crazy about him. But that doesn't make me stupid. I've been hurt enough times to learn my lesson. It's not like he's the only guy who looks at me. And why would I waste my time on someone who doesn't appreciate me, when you and I both know I could do so much better? He knows where to find me if he wants, but my world's not going to stop and wait for him. And if he does come back, who's to say that I'll even be here when he does?
sitting on her bed, in a cold dark room
she feels lost and confused, she tucks
her knees to her chest - lowering her head.
she knows just what she needs to take
this pain away .. but yet again she finds
herself lonely and out of reach of him
Everyone asks me why i like a guy like you
-who ignores me, rejects me,confuses me-
i wish i could answer them but i dunno, i just do.
Why should I waste my precious time?
Cause I can't make you love me.
you can turn off the sun but i'm still gonna shine *