burnin' lungs ♥ dirty dancin'
night swimmin' ♥ second chances
loud music ♥ tainted smoke
fiery kisses ♥ racin' hearts
sleep all day ♥ out all night
schools out ♥ paradise
no limits ♥ take a shot
summer '05 ♥ bABY iT'S gONNA bE hOT!!!
- Hate You -
locked in a cell
with my imaginary friends
in a dungeon
where the night never ends
every day they slide
two bowls through the bars
one filled with ashes
the other with tears
and it kills me
that i never got a chance
to tell you
how much
i hate you
i scream for the warden
for the guards for the reason
why my years have been stolen
for every lost season
i mix ashes with tears
and force it down
my throat turns to stone
and strangles all sound
and i never got a chance
to say how much
i hate you
and i know you can't hear me
wherever you are
but i'll scream at you anyway
my face to the bars
i hate you
hate you
- You'll Never Know Her -
you found her in your sleep, in your screams
in the amazing wreckage of your dreams
you carried her to safety
to the shade beneath the trees
and sent a prayer to heaven
fell down onto your knees
you said if she'd stay with you awhile
you'd write her name across the miles
but the clouds have all stopped moving
each insect wheel and arm
and the sands of time have blown away
blinding other with their charm
you scream at all who'll hear you
how such beauty came to harm
and you'll never know her laughter
her voice her touch her lips
as she falls apart before you
beneath your fingertips
never know, you'll never know
never never know her
her skin peels away in pages
of tiny printed words
that scatter on the wind like flocks
of tiny printed birds
the pages come too fast
you lose them to the wind
catching words like love and heat
and dreams coming to an end
and you'll never know never know
never never know her
never know what you lost
and never ever hold her
Both dedicated to my father...
.. She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story ..
.. I just wanna stay here,
Soaking up the rain.
Falling all around me.
Wash the world away ..
if only I could get into that corner of your head
where things finally match and meet the standards that you set
oh how I wish I was the treasure that you were lookin' for
bet I would feel better if only I could find the door.
things are going crazy & I'm not sure who to blame.
everything is changing & I do not feel the same.
you would think i'd be happy that we're best friends. but i hate it because it just makes me want you that much more. everyday when i'm hanging out with you, i just want so badly to tell you, but i'm afraid of ur reaction. i don't want to mess things up between our friendship or have you or i feel too awkward to hang around each other anymore. it's just that everytime i'm around you, i want nothing more than to be able to hold you forever. i think about it all the time, and that's half the reason why i'm so depressed. you ask me what's wrong and i say "nothing" even though you know i am lying, but i dont know what else to say. i can't really tell you that i wish i was with you. i know you dont feel the same way about me even though at times you act it, but i know that a girl like me would never have a guy like you as anything more than a friend.
but he's so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster...