this past week has been so chaotic. ever since my dad got out of rehab every thing's just been a total mess. two nights in a row he ended up calling the house from a payphone at two in the morning because he couldn't remember where he parked his car and he had no idea where he had been or what he had been doing for the six hours before that when he ( Read more... )

aww... how pathetic. i'm not surprised.

am i the only one with the ability to stop caring and really move on? i guess so.

glad to see i'm on your mind so much.

my computer blew up a week or so ago. just to give a heads up to anyone wondering.

i've dropped about 100$ on this turtle. i bought a lot of plants because it's supposed to reduce his stress level. a heat lamp, a filter, which is keeping the water nice and clean, four bags of rocks to create turtle island, and a palm tree ( Read more... )

yea. his name is florida/


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ha. you're not my friends. and i'm not even going to try to be polite anymore. hope i made it clear today. cocksucker ( Read more... )

mat came home last night. as soon as i saw his car pulling the driveway i ran out the door, threw my just lit cigarette on the ground and jumped in his arms. best feeling in the world. it felt like he was never coming home ( Read more... )

ok, so last night i went over amanda's after work so we could work on our case briefs that were due for government the next day. we were about to go outside for a quick cigarette break when i decided i should be first and then smoke. and what did i see in the bathroom ( Read more... )

am i the only one without a new years resolution?

i guess there's a security in knowing that instead of announcing that i'll eat better, be nicer to people, try not to fight with my boyfriend, spend less money, keep my room clean, be more patient...... i'll skip it all and say fuck it.

hey, at least i'm honest. ::sticks tongue out::

i ordered two more cartons of cigarettes over a week ago... i have just one question ( Read more... )