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Jan 04, 2005 20:23

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fucking_fascist January 4 2005, 22:41:14 UTC
nicole...i'm saying this b/c i'm trying to be your friend...
maybe if you leave it will be for the better. maybe a year or even half of the semester will give you time to get your head together, give you the time that you need to see who you are and what you want. just remember...all this drama bullshit and all this shit thats going on isn't even gonna matter in a few years. i think what people don't realize is that there is a life outside of fuckin' high school. i love you and i hope that whatever you do makes you happy. fuck everyone. fuck me, stpeh, or ANYONE who tries to bring you down. you can only rely on yourself. its a lesson learned. use it.
i love you. stay fly!
<3

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__breatheless__ January 4 2005, 22:47:17 UTC
your the only person who can let me go without a fight. and truley i believe your the only person who really cares. everyone that says not to go, could really care less if i left. you and justin are the only people who are letting me go without a fight, and that shows that you understand and are letting me do whats best for me. i really look up to you for that. thanks for always being there for me and you're a great friend. i love you<3

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_walkaway_ January 4 2005, 23:32:37 UTC
Nicole... Even though i dont know you that well i do care and u can believe me or not but im just saying... sometimes it;s best to talk to someone you dont even know so they cant really judge you( not that i would judge u or anything ) but if you ever need to talk im here for you ok. Just remember that so many people love you and care about you. But sometimes it really sucks that the one u love and care about most doesnt feel the same about you anymore and i know how you feel. I may not know exactly what your going thorough but i can only try to imagine. Nicole, dont run away from your fears and promblems. Trust me it only brings more or them! If you stick to them and sort them out it's gonna be hard i know but it will totally help u for future refrences! We love you Nicole!
Stay Strong!
*here to listen*
Missy

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__breatheless__ January 5 2005, 08:11:18 UTC
<3

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cosmic_ January 5 2005, 00:48:08 UTC
omg im going to leap too... shit we're cool.... hmmm im so sorry nicole.... i seriosuly think dramas gayy..but off the emo subject........ when are you transferring?


... )

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__hairsprayy January 5 2005, 00:57:22 UTC
oh my fucking god nicole. i cant believe you. being at chatsworth isnt causing drama i dont know if anyone notices but where ever you go, everything is gonna be the same, if people hate you here for a reason what makes you think that people arent gonna hate you there for the same reason. theree is drama EVERYWHERE. i dont see how fucking channging schools && leaving the people that do care about you alone is gonna help. you are bot letting anyone help, im always fucking here for you & stuff but you fucking arent in cheer anymore and that fucking ruined it for me becuse you were like my best friend in cheer and now i have noone to talk to that understands me, we are going through the same thing or were anyways, oh && just to let you know, remeber how i said i ws fucking happy as hell && i told you the reason. well im the fucking same way as before the guy is a fucking pussy licking dickhead that treats me like a fucking piece of shit, and i would do anything for him, and he blocks me out of his life. i am ruinging my life because of ( ... )

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cosmic_ January 5 2005, 00:58:33 UTC
wow jess i love how you can tell nicole everything going on in your life and not tell me... hmmm and uhh i didnt get a lecture like this when i told you I was transferring. whatever.

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__breatheless__ January 5 2005, 10:34:51 UTC
jessica i love you soo effing much. thanks for caring about me. i am starting to miss cheer like crazy and all of our talks. er. i kinda wish that i didn't quit. =/. we really need to talk.. plans for friday? if i don't see you by the end of the week, we'll talk during our 2 laps! i am sorry "he" is being such an asshole to you. you are such a great person and you deserve better. i know how hard it is to get over the person you love. and as of now jarod has also blocked me out of his life. it suckss. he doesnt even want to be friends with me anymore =/.. i really hate my life for everything i've done. i hope things get better between the two of you. if anyone, you deserve to be happy. i love you jessica rae duarte<333

call me this week<333
if i don't talk to you by tommarrow, ill call youu.

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xbabyxgurlx18 January 5 2005, 16:16:02 UTC
there is no need to say dont leave, i will miss u, i care bout u because both of u know thats how i feel. im sorry about everything going on, and you guys do whats best for u. i love you girls with all my heart. i cried all last night, im sorry, i know there is nothing i can do or say to change your mind. but both of u know, i care and i love u both to death. im sorry<3

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__breatheless__ January 5 2005, 16:57:47 UTC
i dont want to leave but i think it might be the best thinggg. no matter what, you'll always be a close friend. thanks for there for me when i need to talk && you can always make me laugh. i'm not even sure if i am leaving chatsworth for sure, so it might turn out as everyone else wants. ahh. i love you cristinaa. we need to hang out again!!<3333

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