Comments | __briidggette: LOTS OF VENTING TO DO..

__briidggette

LOTS OF VENTING TO DO..

Jan 31, 2005 12:22

okay i have a shit load of bitching to do :) first off i FEEL LIKE SHIT and it suckss! ugghh second. i hate guys. every single last one of them.. well that i've met so far.. cuz so far they are all assholes.. thats right all of them. yeah, we're bitches but not as bad as yall plus yall desearve to be bitched at.. anyways lemme start off with ( Read more... )

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I READ IT ALL!!! __x0_pyr0_punk January 31 2005, 20:46:17 UTC

I agree completely... i just don't see how boys can feel so strongly about u 1 minute then the next its like u don't even exsist.. ugh.. this weekend was fun and i wish u could've come to school becuz i missed u! Im shit tired and i have a shitload of homework to do and i have training 2nite doesn't that suck! But i love you BRIDGETTE DEANNE MADERE!

heather here :) anonymous January 31 2005, 20:47:43 UTC

hey bee ... i love reading ur journal cause most of the time im goin through the same stuff u go through .. yeah guys are ass holes n im sorry i didnt tell u b4 ... HAPPY B-DAY ... sorry its kinda late ... i love u chick byeeee

casie_marie January 31 2005, 21:47:01 UTC

bEE:D! I READ UR JOURNALL;), because i LOVE you! ne ways ttyl LUV YAS

casiee

i dunno how to leave a comment...:? -Steven casie_marie February 1 2005, 04:03:40 UTC

well i read your journal, to see if your doing ok.. i really dont care if your friends wanted to do it, you let it happen and thats that... how would you liek it if i just dropped your stuff in the hall, i was really thinking of just doing that, but well hey what would that solve.

and the reason i dont talk to you is you got your friends threating me, why would i want to talk to somone that has friends that want to kill/hurt/do summin to me, its really not worth it. plus i see you avioding me still in the hallway.

and i did remember your b-day, ask nikke, i was chatting about it with her at Sub-way. i even got you a gift, but no i had to walk to forth hour and find my bag in the hallway, with my phone in it (luckiely).
It just really pissed me off to see that you would let summin happen like that, that wasnt the Bridgette i wanted to tell Happy Brithday to.

oh yeah, sorry to hear your brithday went so bad and your grams, ill pray

__briidggette February 1 2005, 12:13:28 UTC

thanks. and i'm sorry about your bag i really am.. i was just pissed off and you know how i get when im pissed and idk.. blahh

and the not talking to me.. that wasnt about you that was BJ.. if thats what you are talking about. i understand why you dont talk to me. i am a huge mess if i was you i wouldnt talk to me either but anyway thats besides the point.

i just don't know anymore.. everything used to be easy.. i shouldnt be spilling out my feelings in my journal but its the only way i guess? idk anymore.. i really dont.. i am on the verge of just giving up on everything. i mean yesterday i was gunna call you.. just to have someone to talk to.. cuz i was having a rough day and like rachel and everyones doing so great and for some reason i just cant ever call them when i need someone to talk to.. it sounds bad but thats how it is i guess idk.. and i used to call you so i figured i would.. but usually that just makes matters worse so i decided not to. wow im way off subject.. i better go before i say something i shouldnt..

still cant figure this out - Steven __briidggette February 1 2005, 12:25:43 UTC

theres nothing wrong with talking to me, i would talk to you and maybe hang out with you but you have friends that threaten me, i dont want to be part of that. thats why i blocked you and jared. so things arent going good, who cares, find summin that is and work on that, you make your life, you choose how you feel.

maybe i did get too mad and should told ya happy birthday, but you shoulda stopped w/e did that, i mean soccer ended friday and all i would put in there was my school bag abnd maybe a book here and there. it was nothing that would get in your way. it just wasnt the bridgette i knew and wanted to talk to

take care

__briidggette February 1 2005, 20:54:53 UTC

it was full.. everytime i went to put just one thing in there it wouldnt fit and i asked megan several times to ask you and you refused to so it made my mom, and some of my friends mad so since i wouldnt do nothing about it they did. if your going to be mad at me about that then im sorry.

and everyone tells me that i can change it.. i've been trying.. no one understands..