Im glad a phone call is so hard to make....fuck you

I WANT YOU....

So i actually feel like writeing for once...well actually nothing to exciteing has been going on just working and trying to go out when i can....Im still on the up with being happy and not a complete depressed fuck...all though i am kinda lonely in the love area yar yar yar....but im not letting it take over me like i have befor i have more to ( Read more... )

I WANT BEER

Oh my god i do stupid shit...thats all im saying about that ( Read more... )

my grandmother died to day....i cried for the first time in 4 years........

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nothing much has been going on....just me not doig much of anything just hanging out....im still not working i hate it but i love it at the same time...i just need something to do with myself other then sleep and go out at night....in all ive been happy lately no real problems other then haveing to much time on my hand to think about stupid shit ( Read more... )

if i seen the girl i could love forever tonight....i might just have a reason to get drunk feel sick for a while and then drink myself stupid again....im such an asshole and i sure feel like i was kicked to shit by 6 cases of beast that we went throght in the past two days what a fucking waste i can be...i am ( Read more... )

i hope i dont feel as fucked up this year as the next....i cant find an meaning in this holyday anymore...its j another day to me....i really shouldnt be drunk on chrismas but really what feels right nothing....thats right nothing fells right anymore to me...