summer went by way too fast.

the last day of school seems like yesterday. i still cant forget what i was thinking about that whole day.

i let him ruin my summer. why? i dont know. i probably shouldnt even care anymore and think about all the good things that happened but it was miserable without him. why must i always be so childish and stupid and ( Read more... )

sooo yesterday was my birthday and it was excellent ( Read more... )

f you september.

o1: Math 2 Ms. Brown
o2: Studio Art Mrs Veltri
o3: German Mr Carlino
o4: L.E.  Mrs. Davidson
o5: English Ms. Lucey
o6: Global 10 Ms. Phillips
o7: Lunch
o8: Even Gym
o8: Odd Chorus Mr. LaDuca

AM Lab: Day 6 Mr. King

Well its 9pm and you still haven't called me back
And if I try again I think youll feel like you under attack
I dont think I can take it I dont think I can make it
I just want this to go away

Trying to be someone that you know your not
It gets harder everyday
All the lonely days
There's no one left to love
You wish life would go away

Now its 2am and im ( Read more... )

things ive been thinking about :

-i need to stop thinking about brandon forever.

-i like falling for new guys. especially this one. whenever im with him its like nothing else matters, and for like 2 hours i can be so happy.

-i havent changed at all this summer, even though i really wanted to.

-summers going to be over in a week and ive done ( Read more... )

i havent updated in forever simply because i havent felt like it.

i dont care lifes beteer this way not talking about it everyday.

geez i dont even want to tell anyone anything anymore cause i feel everyone has to put in their ideas about it and i really dont care for it.

awesome show last night at xtreme. got to talk to the guitar player of still life projector, hes fucking gorgeous && he kept bending over <333 and chiodos was there and <3 them. and i dunno the other bands werent that great...

i love remembering. but what i remembered scares me. falling for the same person all over again scares me because ( Read more... )

it's days like these that make me miss you like hell.

ugh this sucks so badddddd. i always say that. no one reads this anyways, so who currs?

ugk.

i love meeting new amazing people, i mean i really really do.

so today was the first swim team practice and it was hecka easyyyyy. i was so glad.

i kinda want to be a captain but then i dont. i probably wont be though. i hate a lotta people ont he team. ugzzzzzz.

and a negro so blatantly stuffed with stolen merchandise was spotted running out ( Read more... )