happy birthday to me <3

lOve vs. lust.
its a battle i will never win.
<3

nothing makes me smile more then being
ditched to go get drunk with your friends.

i love the rain. i really do. but please just stop already. its too gloomy and depressing. i just want it to be summer. sunny and happpppy. no school.long days of fun. hurry up and PLEASE arrive SOOOON! thank you.

why am i rushing things? my life is not going any where. there is no point in trying to grow up so fast. yes, i have the life of a 22 year old, but my mentality is right where it belongs. i dont want to grow up. its scary to think of what is ahead. its exciting to think about what my life will end up being like, but its scary too. everything ( Read more... )

boyfriend. new car. best friends. weed. oh i love life <3

oh my GODDD! myspace is not working for me right now. WTF. i need to check my messages! haha. i am sooooo hyper rigth now. i am WIDEEEE awake. i had two shots of espresso. how the fuck do people have like 6. FUCKKK man. and then i had two cups of tea which is definitelyyyyy filled with lots of caffeine and SUGARRRRRRRR. raaaaaar. i am bored. i ( Read more... )

monday- good day. funny. ditched econ and went shopping. typical. alex slept over. OH the perks of being a teenager...HAHA...the stories ( Read more... )

i'm going to change the world. end of story.

i am so proud of myself. today i havent wasted any time. i have not procrastinated at all. i think this is the first time i could ever say that. =]