close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps & when she wakes, you'll be a memory
hey guys.
Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
Something that would make me never want another
Something that would make it so that nothing matters
All would be clear then
But I guess I'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments
And watch it all dissolve into a single second
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
Or one foolish line
Cause that's all that you'll get
So you'll have to accept
You are here and then you're gone
But I believe that lovers should be chained together
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
Left there to drown
Left there to drown in their innocence
But as for me I'm coming to the final chapter
I read all of the pages and there's still no answer
Only all that was before I know must soon come after
That's the only way it can be
So I stand in the sun
And I breathe with my lungs
Trying to spare me the weight of the truth
Saying everything you've ever seen was just a mirror
You've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
And laying in a bathtub full of freezing water
Wishing you were a ghost
But once you knew a girl and you named her "Lover"
Danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
But autumn came, she disappeared, you can't remember
Where she said she was going to
But you know that she's gone
Cause she left you a song
That you don't want to sing
Singing, I believe that lovers should be chained together
Thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
Left there to burn
Left there to burn in their arrogance
But as for me I'm coming to my final failure
I've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
And ended up becoming something other
than what I had planned to be
All right
I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
And laid entwined together on a bed of clovers
Left there to sleep
Left there to dream of their happiness
the past weekend since friday ive been hanging out with taylor alot. monday we went to the movies & met evan & his redneck friends and danny from camp :]. hanging out with danny was fun and evan was nice but his redneck friends were annoying b/c they kept saying the f word every two seconds and sounded so unintelligent and it was kinda embarassing, specially since i saw david there. i wanted to be like I DONT NORMALLY HANG OUT WITH PEOPLE THAT CUSS EVERY TWO SECONDS. lol. well then the redneck kids started talking to this kid who was stoned out of his MIND and i was really uncomfortable b/c he kept staring at everyones butts and not discretely and was smoking andand was "looking for a bitch to take to a party" and i hate hate hate it when guys refer to women as "bitches" it just makes me want to rip their reproductive organs off. so yeah i was like LETS GO TO MOES GUYS but evan couldnt because the redneck kids were his ride. so me danny and taylor went to moe's which was fun. danny kept yelling welcome to moe's. WE CAN'T TALK WE'RE IN OUR UNDERWEAR! lmfao i love you guys.
so then taylor came over & spent the night and that morning my mom forced me into a TENNIS LESSON. and taylor had to take them with me lmao! well that was kinda fun actually. then we left & went to macdill and then came back to my house where taylor's mom picked us up. we went to sam and this guy kept staring at taylor and i sat in the big pillow bin & got stuck! lmao taylor had to help me out. i ate pizza and we had sprite and we dropped the pizza behind this box so we're hoping no wanted a rolly chair because the box is gunna be pretty nasty. then we stopped at taylor's grandparents house where me and taylor danced in the rain! it was so much fun. yeah you're jealous. then we went to taylors house and just hung out & i kept killing taylor for saying stuff to danny..lol. then in the morning we went to church and the nwe both went home and theennnnn
was shelbys play. which was amazing. & i got to go early with shelby and meet all the studly men. [seriously. the acting kids are FREAKING hott sex] but the play was awesome. and i pulled us on stage and everyone danced to that romanian opera song, which was sooooooo much fun just because i love to dance.
and now i'm here. i think i'm gunna mow the grass later.
fun.
Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
Something that would make me never want another
Something that would make it so that nothing matters
All would be clear then
But I guess I'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments
And watch it all dissolve into a single second
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
Or one foolish line
Cause that's all that you'll get
So you'll have to accept
You are here and then you're gone
But I believe that lovers should be chained together
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
Left there to drown
Left there to drown in their innocence
But as for me I'm coming to the final chapter
I read all of the pages and there's still no answer
Only all that was before I know must soon come after
That's the only way it can be
So I stand in the sun
And I breathe with my lungs
Trying to spare me the weight of the truth
Saying everything you've ever seen was just a mirror
You've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
And laying in a bathtub full of freezing water
Wishing you were a ghost
But once you knew a girl and you named her "Lover"
Danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
But autumn came, she disappeared, you can't remember
Where she said she was going to
But you know that she's gone
Cause she left you a song
That you don't want to sing
Singing, I believe that lovers should be chained together
Thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
Left there to burn
Left there to burn in their arrogance
But as for me I'm coming to my final failure
I've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
And ended up becoming something other
than what I had planned to be
All right
I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
And laid entwined together on a bed of clovers
Left there to sleep
Left there to dream of their happiness
the past weekend since friday ive been hanging out with taylor alot. monday we went to the movies & met evan & his redneck friends and danny from camp :]. hanging out with danny was fun and evan was nice but his redneck friends were annoying b/c they kept saying the f word every two seconds and sounded so unintelligent and it was kinda embarassing, specially since i saw david there. i wanted to be like I DONT NORMALLY HANG OUT WITH PEOPLE THAT CUSS EVERY TWO SECONDS. lol. well then the redneck kids started talking to this kid who was stoned out of his MIND and i was really uncomfortable b/c he kept staring at everyones butts and not discretely and was smoking andand was "looking for a bitch to take to a party" and i hate hate hate it when guys refer to women as "bitches" it just makes me want to rip their reproductive organs off. so yeah i was like LETS GO TO MOES GUYS but evan couldnt because the redneck kids were his ride. so me danny and taylor went to moe's which was fun. danny kept yelling welcome to moe's. WE CAN'T TALK WE'RE IN OUR UNDERWEAR! lmfao i love you guys.
so then taylor came over & spent the night and that morning my mom forced me into a TENNIS LESSON. and taylor had to take them with me lmao! well that was kinda fun actually. then we left & went to macdill and then came back to my house where taylor's mom picked us up. we went to sam and this guy kept staring at taylor and i sat in the big pillow bin & got stuck! lmao taylor had to help me out. i ate pizza and we had sprite and we dropped the pizza behind this box so we're hoping no wanted a rolly chair because the box is gunna be pretty nasty. then we stopped at taylor's grandparents house where me and taylor danced in the rain! it was so much fun. yeah you're jealous. then we went to taylors house and just hung out & i kept killing taylor for saying stuff to danny..lol. then in the morning we went to church and the nwe both went home and theennnnn
was shelbys play. which was amazing. & i got to go early with shelby and meet all the studly men. [seriously. the acting kids are FREAKING hott sex] but the play was awesome. and i pulled us on stage and everyone danced to that romanian opera song, which was sooooooo much fun just because i love to dance.
and now i'm here. i think i'm gunna mow the grass later.
fun.