&*()@%^!!

[__chasinglove]

i HATE the fact that i NEED drugs to make me happy.
but i love life. i am on drugs right now obviously.

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[_________honour]

Ugh, I'm the same way.
I hate it,
but I'm so happy.

[sincerely_jamie]

"i HATE the fact that i NEED drugs to make me happy."

Ditto.

[____virusss]

I'm basically the same way.

[_outlines]

eh it's half and half for me.
sometimes im out sober wishing i was high//drunk.
but then i have an amazing night being sober.
i guess it depends who im with.