thiis iisn't happeniing, ii`m sure of iit.

[__chemicallove]

sorry no pictures. long entry, i suggest you didn't read it, this is just kind of so i can vent out some things to myself.

So let's start from the begining.. my dad is in the hospital, again. and this time he really isn't getting any better. i'm so sick of this, why my dad? he did nothing selfish he always put everyone else before himself and

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[xtwinkle_starz]

shaadi- i love you so much, you are absolutly gorgeous, you are amazing, i care about you, you can cry on my shoulder anytime you want, u have to stop that, you should know what i mean, you CANNOT do that, it dosent help anything get better, it makes things a whole hell of a lot worse,it brought me to tears just reading that, your dad is going to get better, he will be leaving you yes, but he is going to get better, he will think about you alll the time, you are one of the most amazing people i know, i know you dont think that you are beautiful, or special or amazing, but you are, you are everything i wish i was, im sorry your mom is like that, please shaadi dont do that anymore, you know how i feel about that,please please stop, it dosent solve anything, there are other alternatives, i care about you, tomorrow me and you are gonna get together and talk about this okay? you can have my shoulder for as long as you need it, i love you soooooooo much, i miss you, i love you and we allll care about you

[lush____]

hey! i haven't seen you in like a million years..do you remmeber me? haha

well...

[__chemicallove]

hey everyone. thank you so so so much for caring.
that really made me feel so much better, i know my true friends now <3
i really didn't think anyone would read this and i really appreciate it deeply.
i love you guys :]

[__chemicallove]

wow thanks so much.
that was so sweet of you, and i understand where you're coming from.
i'll deffinatley take your advice.
i added you :]
thanks again, that made me smile.