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Things had been going okay at work going into tonight. Chase* hadn't been giving me any problems for a few weeks now, and if he was howling at work, it was okay because I had Charles Mingus and Guns Germs and Steel to keep me company. ( So why would tonight be any different? )
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i can definitely sympathize with that.
i don't have any very sound advice to offer you (especially over the internet, where i'm having a hard time articulating anything properly these days), but, i dont know, i'm thinking of you & i hope things start to look up soon, especially in what sounds like an incredibly demanding & frustrating job. also, it would be great to see you when you're on the east coast (unless you're all booked). let me know.
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And you were nine when you were going after your uncle. What nine year old really has their temper under control? I think we are alike in that we 'bottle' our anger and when it comes out, we have not control. I usually start to stutter when I get angry which just embarrasses me and that makes me more angry. It sort of a defense for me to remain calm because otherwise I know I will lose control.
I can't dance sober. I look like the stereotypical white person trying to find a beat. Get a few shots or Bacardi's in me, and I'm Britney Spears... So I think anyway. My friends are the kind who tell me if I looked really stupid and none of them have so I must look ok. And you must too. Is the point of all that.
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