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I'm completely numb at this point. I'm beyond crying, beyond yelling, beyond everything. I'm sick of having to comfort my parents. I feel so awkward. It seems unnatural that I'm always the strong one when I'm supposedly "the baby." I'm not the strong one, I just don't show my emotions. Stop crying to me

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[letmecomehome]

I am sorry to hear about all this. I cannot comprehend the cruel nature of others sometimes and how a child DOES grow up to become inhumane and malicious. I've felt a bit weak as of late for different reasons, which is why I write more songs during these down-time periods. I don't show my emotions any other way other than through music. I hope things get better over in your neck of the woods. *hug*

Thanks for droppin by my journal and saying hello and mentioning the interesting dream. I like trains and I've dreampt alot about them lately, probably because I live so close to the tracks and hear them every other hour :) Hang in there,

James