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today sucked. i felt like dying from 3:07p.m. to 6:50p.m. it was horrible. i talked to my therapist here and thats when it got pretty bad. i couldnt do my math homework because i didnt understand it. i went to the band room and screamed one line. and that was it. it seems like something just crept up to me and sucked out my motivation

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[laurizzle14]

hey, you always have such upset entries, it sucks cuz i know exactly how you feel. i can relate entirely, but it does get, at the very least, easier to deal with. i dont feel like i want to die every day now. i know you that doesnt really help or change anything for you, just try to find something you like to do and fuck math and fuck everybody who will never understand and fuck everybody who is uninteresting enough to never feel what its like to want to die.
xx

[laurizzle14]

besides, bright eyes is touring

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im frustrated. upset. sad. depressed. anxious. sick. lonely. angry. pissed off. disgusted. annoyed. irritated.

i felt all of those today too, to an extreme. it was so weird just feeling on edge all day.

i hope tomorrow is kinder to you! <3