I was thinking last night....

I'm the kind of person that meets new people and then has them meet everyone I know. Well my cousin moved here from a town close by a year ago. And no one knew her or what not. So I introduced her to everyone and guess what. She stops talking to me and starts being friends with my friends.

She's not the only one. Lots of ( Read more... )

Grounded from the computer for a month because my parents think I'm a bad kid. They said that in a month they will decided if I'm going to boarding school or if I can get my privileges back. wtf. I hate them.

I'm sad. depressed. lonely. lost. unhappy. scared. tired. hurt. and whatever else you can think of that's depressing. Life sucks and I suck ( Read more... )

So today I talked to Kathy about getting my belly button pierced. She wasn't too excited about the idea. I decided to ask Scott about it. He doesn't care. He just doesn't want tattoo's because they are forever and he's not really into facial piercings. SWEETTTT!

I'm so unhappy. No one really comments anymore. No one calls me anymore. No one IMs me anymore. No one comes over anymore. I'm sad and lonely.

so my parents went to Cali for the weekend and won't be home till tomorrow night....I'm debating if I want to have a party or not tonight...

I just saw The Notebook. It was soo good. I saw Jayson driving today. It seemed like he was going towards my house. He gave me a mean look. I need to go cry now.

oh my goodness I just realized that I haven't updated like I said I would!

Well anyways..a few nights ago my parents and I got in this huge argument about how Jayson is a bad kid and I am no longer allowed to talk to him or hang out with him because he does drugs and drinks. Then they decided that they needed to get a few more things off their ( Read more... )

I have a TON of shit to update on but I'm really not in the mood right now....well heres a little bit of it..my parents and I got in a huge fight...I was called a pot head, slut, liar, and alcoholic...I moved out....I went to a hotel party....I took up smoking....I bumbed a co-worker for a cigarette...and I still haven't had one fucking beer damnit

what cigarette brand is the best? because I need some really bad.

ok that last entry was taking too long so I decided to update =) but you know feel free to still post in that so I really can make it to 1000 ( Read more... )