Things have been quite crappy this week. I am completely depressed, I feel like poop, I feel alone, I am so sick of my emotional ups and downs. I wish I could have put my mind on that disecting tray today instead of that frog. When I don't have someone to keep me talking, I just daze off. I have so many things that I have to get a hold of in my ( Read more... )

I'm very happy.

If I could sacrifice my left pinky to never have PMS again...I would do it.

Last night I had a dream that was quite strange. I was at school and Emmie was there but she left with some people that actually looked like kaitlin and jakki and then I was walking by myself and I think his name is Paul (one of Alex's freinds from CL) comes up to me and says "she's wearing a tight sweater and it's killing him" and I know ( Read more... )

Alex told me that The Culprit might do a show soon, with the Joe (singers) other band (3rd grade science project) and I was happy, but then I was jealous almost. Like other people are going to have what I have, the priveledge to hear these guys jam their hearts out. I have a test in every one of my classes today. But I am pumped up to take them ( Read more... )

yup, I missed the bus, it is official, this really sucks.

It's so much crap, when everything can just be like "hey you're doing awesome,...how about we through this in your face? Are you still doing awesome? You're not? Aww thats to bad!" Only that has happened to me like 4 times this week already. I'm so afraid that more not good stuff is going to happen, because I'm already so sad. My dad got served ( Read more... )

I am doing very well lately and nothing really important to complain about. I'm doing awesome in school because of the lack of distractions (lack of friends) Cos is going awesome too, and me and Emmie might even get to co-own her dads salon some day ( Read more... )

I played soccer yesterday. I'm really glad that today is thursday, it always seems like the weekend comes at a perfect time for me. As far as I can tell, I have an A in every class, I'm going to keep it up and get a 4.0 this year, or, atleast try the hardest ever to do well. I haven't gotten around to asking any of my teachers if I could see my ( Read more... )

Today I have competely given up on even trying to look remotely decent for school, I'd either do my hair, or my make up, or wear something cute. But I'm done. In fact I'm going to sleep in till 6:30 from now on! Maybe even if I make my lunch before I go to bed (at 10) I'll sleep in till 6:40. Oh the wonders of not caring about how I look for