i was having a conversation with a good friend of mine and i realised not many people actually know me... so in a paragraph or two; here's who i am.
im an introvert, but if people ask the right questions they get the answers; unless id rather not discuss it then i tell them so.
to be completely honest; i think too much, i tend to over analyze everything, every minute detail, im a perfectionist when it comes to myself or something i do, having said that i am not completely happy with who i am, but then again i figure not many people are. youd most likely find me talking myself out of doing anything or sabotaging myself from doing something because thats just part of my condition, i dont know why, i just do. i dont like confrontation or conflict but if anyone starts anything with me ill be the first to knock you out, i dont take shit from anyone; im too honest for most and i expect others to be the same to me. some say im twisted because i laugh at things most dont find amusing, others say im amusing
i come across as cold and distant because i dont like to share my thoughts or feelings with people and i would rather be inside my own head than deal with people, i dont like humanity or what it is becoming however i dont have a choice but to deal with it. id be the first to save an animal's life over a strangers and i could live with that choice. ive been told im ignorant because i tend to listen and take everything in than discuss it. id be much happier if i could listen to someone than tlak myself. ppeoples body language intruiges me and i can usually tell what most are thinking or feeling just by watching them. i judge people when i first meet them, im pretty much always right, ive only been wrong on two accounts.