youre watching my heart being so close to you... youre my everything, youre my everything
pat and gina get dropped off at my house around 6 and my dad drives us over to nj for the show. its raining soooo hard and when we get to the woodbine theres giant puddles in the parking lot.
so we go in, pay, get half an edge on our hands haha, and then wait for everyone to set up. not a lot a lot of people showed up, i guess because of the rain and the fact that ons wasnt even supposed to be playing that show it was supposed to be adelphi but they dropped out.
anyways, ons goes on first. oh man, they played all new shit and they were so goooooood, im so proud of them haha. best thing about them is they can be that good when you got mike completely mangled playin guitar on side and dan on the other side, usually only really high but everyone got him drunk too. anyways, after theyre done, everyone was outfront looking at the parking lot because it flooded out and a bunch of cars were almost covered including AJs from ons.
most people left after ons but we stayed because i really wanted to see valencia again and pat wanted to see arms of orion. the next band that went on was burning rosewood, from maryland, man were they SO HARDCORE. hahah they had their little groupie girls set up a barrier around the stage and the one was like 'oh its cause the guys like to go crazy and they dont want anyone to get hurt'. damn, i didnt like them at all. haha i hate dumb sluts.
anyways, i called my mom to come get us since the roads were gettting flooded too. and to make it easier on them, and better for us, we walked across rt. 73 and got taco bell for gina and i and kfc for pat. got yelled at by the cops, swam across the giant puddle hahaha, and i had my pants rolled up like i was gangstuh. we ate on the way home, dropped pat off first, gina off second, then i came home and worked on more of my giant shitload of hw. true story.
yesterday was a mix of good and bad i suppose
i had a good day at work and then i came home to work on my ap bio paper
kc called me and wanted to see if i wanted to go tanning with her, so i did
whoa first time ever tanning, it was the weirdest thing ever
i felt like a pornstar hahaha, but i got a sweet tan my first time
i think im going again today, i paid for the unlimited month, might as well use it.
she dropped me off and then i worked on my paper more
man this paper sucks so bad, i dont understand how to do most of it at all
so i get into this really really bad mood because i know im not gonna finish it
then sean came back from washin his hands for 4 hours hahahah
we talked for a while and he cheered me up a LOT
he signed off because he had to get some good sleep for his first day
and it was like 1030 i went up to my mom
and i asked her if she would let me stay home today because i wouldnt be able
to finish my paper and the like
she gets this crazy rage thing again and starts screaming about
how i always wait til last minute and shit, wow shes so terribly wrong
but she said some really mean things again and i got pretty upset
in the end she wound up saying no, that i had to finish it or not turn it in
by this time i couldnt breathe again because i was upset
and my chest was hurting so bad that i almost went to the hospital again
but i wouldnt give her the satisfaction of doing that to me
so i just laid in bed coughing my lungs up all night
and thinking a whooooole lot
which means i didnt get anysleep, and it wasnt any better this morning
so i ended up having to stay home anyways
which could have all been avoided if she was just nice enough to let me stay home in the 1st place
so im still really sore, i think i pulled another muscle in my chest from coughing, blahh.
i need my baby to come rub it for me hahah <3
i still got alot of my paper to do, and no clue how to do it
work today at 4 til 9
starting assessments tomorrow and i have no idea which two are tomorrow
just think.. 71 days and im out.
i also realized last night i have a lot to talk about with a lot of people
most of the stuff is with my parents but some other things too
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