I have a new birthday present for you, it's called a new best friend. You dont even have to see me to recieve this gift.

I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside i feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, i cannot see
That theres not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as i wish for death
Oh please god wake me

Is it weird that I love it when its cloudy and raining out?

Lost is a fantasy

You act as thought your life is so terrible and you say you would rather be dead, Im sure you wont miss all of your friends and family and everything you've ever loved.

You almost always pick the best times,
To drop the worst lines.
You almost made me cry again this time.
Another false alarm,
Red flashing lights.
Well this time Im not Going to watch myself die

For some reason I just felt like listening to the used.

This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you

NIN 10-8-05 Joe Louis arena hmmm that would be anice birthday present.

I dont think ill be porting or w/e for awile just because this whole lj scene is ridiculous.

I didnt sleep tonight again...I just start thinking about stuff and I cant seem to fall asleep.

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