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[__destiny]

so, thursday was the 2 year anniversery of my dad's death. i didn't even remember. am i a bad daughter? i hate it cuz like i cant make myself go visit his grave or anything. i think that just reinforces the fact that he's really gone and i dunno, i just don't like thinking about that. i guess it just gives me an easier time dealing with things

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[___inercia]

im so sorry babe. i wish i could bring him back for you. but you gotta know he'll be watching you. he'll be watching you walk up those steps, and he'll watch you get your diploma. he'll watch you dancin in your prom dress, just like he watches you every day. you gotta believe that courtie. cuz people we love, people that love us never leave us. your dad is in every lil cell of you, how could he not be? you'll take him every place you go.
you'll be ok girlie.

and no. forgetting the day doesnt make you a bad daughter. you remember his life, not his death. i dont think he'd want it any other way <333

[bellachica05]

Wow courtney that seriously brought tears to my eyes. I cant tell you that I know how you feel bc I dont..but I can tell you, you have a lot of strength to be making it so well. He is proud of you and im sure he's watching you all the time. take care hun, i know you'll b okay. :)
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