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[__dimstar]

last night, dyana made me think of all the things i should do. the things i should have done a long time ago. but letting go after 4 years seems so hard. i can't do it. i know i have to but i can't. i need to find myself... i need to make myself believe in happy stories again...

i need to

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[taintedxx]

I LOVELOVE the bottom left corner.
Is it a brush?

[__dimstar]

yup its a brush, forgot where i got it though.. i think its avh.com :) brush titled winter grace

[paintedkisses]

lai, seriously i dont know what to do with you. this entry you wrote depresses me. yes, i agree that you need to find yourself again. and yes, maybe you do need to make yourself believe in happy stories again. after all, that's what i did. that's why the cynical bitch in me mellowed down and brought out the optimism in me again. that's why i believe in love again. you want to believe in happy stories? go ahead. i know how. make your own happy story. with or without him. you can do it. live your own happy story. do that and happiness is yours. and nobody would be able to take that away from you again. it's not enough to believe. you have to live it. you have the option to make and live your happy story with or without him. both are fine choices yet both are difficult. but there's only one important key in those options: love yourself first and foremost