i dont usually talk about him

[__disordering]

i dont really know what is going on in my life right now
or why recent events have taken place
the reason for any of this

i dont really know what to think about the letdowns.
the deceptions.
the....
i dont know.

i dont know how one area of my life can seem to be going quite well
but another seem to be a total disaster.

the only thing that

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[heavenbond]

The power of prayer is a powerful thing!! So leaveing it up to God isn't giving up, its handing it over!! And he so will take care of you. Not to say that it will work out the way you want. because what we want isn't always what we need, but what he has for us is so much better, even if we don't see it right away!! Things will be good I know they will. I love you girl and I will be praying that you don't feel any of this crap anymore. I know how bad it sucks, but things will look up soon!! muah!!

[__disordering]

you always give such encouraging words.
love. love.

[flowers_4_me]

I guess I'm in "he who shal not be named's" shoes. I couldnt do the distance, it was to the point where I had a cell phone boyfriend, not a "real life" boyfriend. My relationship was a longer than yours, but the time never makes the hurt better. You and I are on two polar opposites of this whole mess.... sorry honey I love you and will be home soon... I'll also be giving you a call later on!

[__disordering]

the whole ordeal isnt just about him.
theres a lot of other things that i'm talking about in this post.
im sure you will hear another time.
karie knows quite a bit of it.
but only a small portion of this is about my last relationship.
bah.
too much.
thanks girl!