wanted: Amnesia

[__disregard_me]

I broke down last night.

i cried, for the first time in God knows how long.

I don't really know why.

it's not like I hadn't been in worse situations before.

so now I'll sit.
and drink.

by myself.

why?

because I want to.

and if you dis-approve. i could really give a fuck less what you think.

i just need to get this out some how.

this whole week has been a

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[down_again_4now]

it's one thing to use those things as a crutch for a little while, just when you need a break here and there but be careful b/c it's easy to let those things take over. but i know you're a smart girl. be safe. <3

[__disregard_me]

i love you very much.