I have a lot of work to do (assessement prep and an essay)

But I don't care.

I have a schedule.

A beauteous schedule.

would you like to see my schedule?

Monday: 
English ( 9:30 - 10:50) 
Math ( 12:45 - 1:50)

Tuesday:
Counseling ( 9:30 - 10:50)
Math ( 12:45 - 1:50)

Wednesday:
English ( 9:30 - 10:50) 
Math ( 12:45 - 1:50)

Thursday:
Counseling ( 9:30 - 10:50)
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1. This week is hell.

2. I just made my english project.  When I stood back and looked at it, all I saw was all my pent up frustrations and worries about next year glued haphazardly to a board.

If I can survive tomorrow ...
then I will have to survive thursday.
and then I can survive friday.
and then maybe my brain will relax.

This week has been sad.

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Today confirmed basically everything I've ever thought about Moraga and the people who live here.  It also cofirms what I already know, that I am ABSOLUTELY making the right choice about next year.

Trusting your instincts always works.

Lauren

All this talk and no action's got me stiff from the tit to the bone
So I'm living in lala land
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Since i can't concentrate on school work, I did this instead.


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It's taken long enough

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Hokay so, if you've heard me talk in the past couple of weeks, I probabaly have talked to you about my room of booty. Now I'm gonna show it to you.

Aren't you lucky?!?!?!
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Ah, spring break.  Two lovely words that imply sun, fun and free time to relax and do nothing.

SHWHAT!?!?!?!?

My spring break, so far, has consisted of a lot of rain, a lot of change and some minor breakdowns.

Oh shwell.

Visisting Santa Monica was fun/scary because the reality of me leaving actually hit me for the first time.  It was nice to see Jim ( Read more... )

Bah humbug.

I hayt the cold.
I hayt the rain.
Fucking titties.

The one highlight of today was drawing the best map of california ever created with the help of Gina and Elise. What I really was supposed to be doing was creating my study guide for the stupid econ test tomorow but whatever I don't even like econ.

Also, I've downloaded a lot of music in the ( Read more... )

I hope I dont have to experience many more weekends like this in my life because it knocked the shit out of me.

I knew it was going to be an extremely sad funeral, but I didnt realize how angry I would get.

I just dont get how people can believe in higher powers when shit like this happens. It makes me want to cock slap all the Jesus freaks in this ( Read more... )

My cousin died this morning. Technically she's my cousins wife.
but it doesnt matter.

My mom has been sobbing all day.

I leave Friday for the funeral.

In other unreleated shitty new, I got rejected from UCLA
and a couple other places.

I puked this morning too.

fuck.

Lauren

And I rationed my breathes as I said to myself
that I'd already taken too much today
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