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i don't know why this hurts so much.

do what you want,
because i don't care anymore.

i'm not gonna stand by and watch
and pine for you while she acts like..
like she's better.
because that's what she is,
and she knows it.

and you know what?
she doesn't even act the same around you
like her real self
it's all games and flirting

but at the same time, you barely even talk to her
i'm so confused
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it's so stupid.
i don't want to feel this way.
i wish i didn't.
and the worst part? you don't.
i know you don't.

sometimes, i think you do.
but you don't.
you've got her.

which makes it even worse.
aughhh.

and for so many reasons
its unethical

so it's so stupid
and i don't want to feel this way

i dont know what i expected.
i just don't know.

good thing in ever really use this.
whatever. i like my xanga and my myspace.
but this is more prviate. oh hum diddly dum

they broke up tonight;
and its terrible,
but im happy.

they broke up tonight;
and even though ill never have a chance with him,
i'm happy.

because somehow, him not having a girlfriend
just kindof sparks a LITTLE bit of hope.
somewhere, deep inside my heart,
i always think
"this is your turn. your time. you get what you almost got
two years ago"

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and tonight, i feel for you
what youll never feel for
me.