today was alright. i slept until two (i don't normally do that! i don't know what's gotten into me) and my mother and i fought. but it's normal. by now-i'm used to it. is that sad? but anyway, then i went to Togatown with Shmenk and Saucey. That was fun-- I bought a book and taco bell haha. I'm excited to read it!

<3 nothing exciting.

okay, so those first two entries were incredibly choppy. but they were my first two so give me a break.

i've been really tired lately. maybe because my sleeping system's out of wack, but it's not like i don't get enough sleep. i get plenty. but i'm always tired and exhausted. i don't know what's going on.

( doesn't every love eljay cuts? i do )

when is somebody supposed to accept defeat?
when is somebody supposed to realize that they aren't the best anymore?
when is somebody supposed to listen to the truths being yelled at them?
when is somebody supposed to stop dreaming--it's over?

now.

finally, summer 'o5 is here. after 180 days of pens, paper, and hard work, we're free.

at least for two months that it.

i didn't expect for my summer to be life-changing. i didn't expect things to happen that have never happened before. and i didn't expect to learn the lesson of a lifetime or anything like that.

but i at least wanted it to be fun.

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