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I am not going to sit here and list a bunch of things I am thankful for because we all know what we are thankful for. Life, family, music, chances, love, relationships, friendships, etc are what I am thankful for. I can just have hope. I can have hope that my grandmother will get better, that my sister in California is well and will grow up a happy life, that my father will knows his wrong doings and not repeat them on his other family, that my mother will try to be understanding and patient with me, my grandma will be able to watch me grow up, get married, and have children, at least before her time is up. All these things I am hopeful for to come, or some how happen.
Another thing though as well, I would like to say how grateful I am for John, and his family. My grandmother was in the hospital, my mother was away, and they took my sister and I in. We stayed there from thursday morning til this morning. They were just so amazing to us, drove us on their 18 year anniversary to see my grandmother in the hospital. Just everything, I will always be grateful and appreciative for them.
Now, since I couldn't do it before, I will do it now.
You're the only one I want, taking advantage. <3
I found this, this was the day John asked me out;
".... [27 Jan 2004|09:01pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Let the good times roll -- The Cars ]
hi.
today was oh so lovely. john came over at like 230ish, and we just layed in bed all curled up and watched ghost ship, stealing harvard, and freddy got fingered. it was too cute. then we ate dinner which my grandmother tried to make [keyword: tried]. then we layed down some more, just being all gay. then he left at like 8 :\
johnnay<33 happyness"
<3
John, this past week has been absolutely amazing. Waking up with you everyday since Wenesday made me feel so safe. I love you with all of my heart, and these past ten months and a day have been so unbelievable. Just everything. You are my heart and my soul. And I couldn't live without you. Happy Ten Months love.
It's 10:54, and I am extremely hungry and bored. Im going to go and listen to some music, movies, and find SOMETHING to possibly eat that is somewhat edible. I guess I will be back whenever, I have my cell for any of you who would like to call.
How was all of your Thanksgivings? Do anything interesting?
John and I got food poisoning from Burger King's chicken nuggets. They were good though, but we couldn't eat much of Thanksgiving dinner. Which sucked, BUT I ate pie; Which was very good.