Re: seth seth seth....__elliot__December 8 2004, 04:01:44 UTC
Thanks Cam.. I know I should be live happily but there are just those times where something or someone will get you down. I am just in that state right now so I will surely find my way out. I know things are good in my life right now i just need to realize and it helps when you have friends like you there for support..
I totally understand, I have actually had something like that happen a while back, but right now I think am just struggling with a variety of things. I am just stressed out that things cannot go any better then they are, I just want a realization, a direction with where I am supposed to go with my life. Day by day I live worrying about the next hoping someone or something will daze me into actually looking forward to something more than just something tangible. I need more than material possessions right now, but I seem to be trying to ease my pain with new toys I don't necessarily need. I am just worrying about the minute and not the big picture, but whenever I do, I find nothing but reruns of what I don't want to do. Its all up here in my head, but explaining it can be hard. I don't know anything anymore...these are questions, friends can't answer anymore.. "Four score and seven years ago.."
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