Comments | __ensatiable: i want you for no reason.

__ensatiable

i want you for no reason.

Oct 30, 2005 18:57

my dad called me today:

"danielle, me and your step mom are getting a divorce......

she took down all the pictures of you and i and said that they make her sick, and how you're using me without me realizing it....

she says i have no one left in this world and that my kids don't really like me."

wow. i feel pretty damn shitty right now.

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starfish_sex October 31 2005, 00:09:46 UTC

Because life is more than the cracks in the wall that make us cry and the screaming from the 10 year old carpet underneath the hard wood floor. We can handle this. You've got this.
[perchanceitwillcomebackyourway]

meowkittykitty October 31 2005, 00:18:00 UTC

damn that was deep, lol, i love you miss carolina

meowkittykitty October 31 2005, 00:18:25 UTC

ps i didnt go to work today! hahaha
i didnt even call them
i think gap is gonna hire me

__ensatiable October 31 2005, 00:27:34 UTC

i loved that. i hope to believe i have this. sometimes everyone else seems to have it over me.
iloveyouso

cheer up bud! meowkittykitty October 31 2005, 00:17:43 UTC

its ok love, you'll get through this, i'm sure your dad is a strong man and he will do the right thing, he needs you more then ever now, so be a good daughter and don't disappoint him.

ps screw your step mom!

i love you baby! xoxoxoxoxoxox
tomorrow will be fun!

Re: cheer up bud! __ensatiable October 31 2005, 00:29:37 UTC

i agree. must look ahead to better times...if any await me. i hope to have something wonderfully magnificent make it's way to me. it's as if i'm living for that day to come.

Re: cheer up bud! meowkittykitty October 31 2005, 00:38:22 UTC

you'll have plenty of good times!
i know it will come to you!
isn't your dad coming next week? or the week after that?
but when he does i'm sure you'll have a wonderful time and gain so many memories from that weekend. take lots of picsssss! so you'll always remember

xoxemij20xox October 31 2005, 01:02:57 UTC

danielle im so sorry about that... if you need to talk to someone about it im here for you!!

please don't take that out on yourself... obviously you and your father had a serious bond that your step mom is jealous over, thats definitely not your fault... she needs to get over it, and maybe now that they are divorcing hopefully your father can find someone better for him that you both can agree upon. I love you <333

call if you want to talk about it

hmmmkristen October 31 2005, 01:11:46 UTC

i'm so sorry. feel better hun.

__ensatiable October 31 2005, 19:42:58 UTC

thank you.

xzeroxx October 31 2005, 02:09:50 UTC

dont feel shitty....its not ur fault ur step mom is jealous of you. cus im bettin thats what it is. i deal with the same crap with my dad's wife. except he doesnt even have pics of me at his house probably...i dont even think there is a mention of me around there...it would cause too much shit.

...so yah...u shouldnt let something u have no control over make u feel shitty...its hard...i kno...but there really isnt much u can do about how stupid ur step mom is...just make sure u keep things good with your dad...cus thats what matters

__ensatiable October 31 2005, 19:42:28 UTC

yeah, it's just hard i guess b/c she's so "hey danielle, i love you, no matter what" type of person. i may say i hate my father, but in actuality i hate the way he acts, i love HIM! and i know this is soooo hard on him, and i feel like scum for treating him like shit and not being able to be there for him.