I'm extremely tired right now.
And I need to shower.
Do some pilates.
Run to Shell for some cigs.

Bah.
The last first I guess.

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After a 4 day flippin' binge, I weighed today ( Read more... )

I'm at 625 calories and it's only 11:15am ( Read more... )

You know what?

FUCK YOU. FUCK THE LOT OF YOU.

I'm tired of talking.

It doesn't matter anyway.

Blame my crazy trance play list for the proceeding entry ( Read more... )

Today has not been a good day. I won't call it a disaster but it has not been good.1/2 eng. muffin (75)
1/2 slice chz (25)
egg "product" (80)
salad w/ckn breast (280)
handful of peanuts (140)
low carb bagle (90)
handful of pretzels (65)
jello w/2 pineapple rings (70)
cup of cocoa (75)
Grand Fucking Total: 900
I feel fucking sick. Not only mentally ( Read more... )

THANK YOU http://photobucket.com/albums/v202/dollcake/lolita/!

This layout WILL be up for a while. :)
Oh Hum...

Pilates = hell but good hell
And I feel sick.

It's raining. A soft gentle rain. I wish I had someone to share it with. Let it be here with me or even online, anyone at the moment. It makes me feel so melancholy that I'm alone smoking cigs and drinking diet coke instead of sharing this lovely moment ( Read more... )

Here's to Janni being gone til Apr. 18.

*wishes for a fifth of vodka and lots of food.... smokes cig instead*