...where'd we go so wrong?
i hate this feeling.

if i don't lose 20-30 pounds in three months... i'll be pissed.

why won't this school year just end already? i'm so over being in high school - it's borning now. & i bet "Multi-Cultural Literature" is going to be the most beat class ever. I love mrs. Evans but I fuucking hate all her classes - boring.

So, I got accepted to SUNY Plattsburgh on like Friday.
Today, I checked my mail, & I got a scholarship to Plattsburgh.
how weird is that? - me, getting a scholarship. that's funny.

everything we've ever built is coming crumbling down.
i need a change of scenery.

2006, i'll laugh about you behind your back, but i'm not going to lie, i'm kind of sad that you're gone. so soon. 2007, you've got some pretty big shoes to fill, but at the same time - you really don't. just be amazing, please. don't let me down. don't move too quickly, but seriously DO NOT go too slowly.

that all i've got to say about that.

i wasn't ready for that. i don't think i'd ever be ready for that. it's my own fault, i'm the one that was nosey & had to look. & had to dig & snoop. it's my own fault. but i really wasn't ready for it. i just kind of wanted to alway believe that it was just one big nightmare, a figment of my imagination, but then there it was. cold hard evidence ( Read more... )

you know that feeling?
you know, that...feeling - where the sky is falling?
chicken little was on to some thing, this is for real.

i...actually miss this kid?
weird.

new screen name:
the body sways

that's all.