not too long until new york! i wish jake could go. maybe he and i will go somewhere together this summer. :)

and thursday is zone competition for my uil one act contest. wish us luck... i'm nervous!

<3

ps: silent hill is ghey

i'm not in a very good mood this morning. last night i had a dream that everyone in my friend's family died (some were dead when i got there, some died along the way). it was scary, but only a dream. none of the family were real anyway. i'd rather not go to rehearsal today, and i'd like to see my boyfriend right now. but these are things i can't ( Read more... )

i finally finished my stupid history essay. now jake and i will eat ice cream. :) i love spring and thinking about summer. i promise i will write about real things in here if you want me to. or i can just post pictures. ;p


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i've been trying to find a beautiful way to explain how i'm feeling.

all i can say is you mean the world to me. and i've never meant that as much as i mean it now.

i really should listen, and think, more often.

i just looked back at my old entries. it's been almost a year since i've started this journal. it lacks substance. but i suppose it holds some truth. some things i've written come from the soul, many from the brain, most from the fingers ( Read more... )

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It's so hard to be a good person when there are so many bad people and things surrounding me, and when I am not strong enough to resist temptation, and when I know that others will like me less for making the decisions I want to make. I wish I could stand up in front of everyone and tell them how I want to live without fear of hurting relationships

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school is torturous. but that's ok. my window is open and i can smell the air outside... i think everything will be just fine. but i'm already counting down to summer.

we went to the ballet on valentine's day. it was beautiful. i want to be a ballerina. and it snowed!

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