Well, the more and more Im with him, it seems like the more and more I fall for him. Im not quite sure if Im ready to fall for someone like this again. I mean, deep inside theres this lurking feeling that maybe the other might change and might come up and talk to me. Talk about what went wrong, about why he left. But, Im sure he wont. 99.9% sure he ( Read more... )

Okay. I havent updated in awhile. I guess Ive been to lazy or to confused to write. All my feelings...they are crazy. All my emotions I dont know how to react. I havent felt this way in a long time. I mean I have...but I havent had anybody there in a long time to act on those emotions that they have for me. Its kinda trippin me out ( Read more... )

Yeah, Im talking to Jeramie on the phone. Hes crazy. Okay. Just got off the phone with him and now Im talking to Tasha. Shes crazy too!! So, Ive been with him for about a week or so. 2 weeks Friday. Makes me happy. Tasha keeps talkin about how shes gonna fight some chick whatever. I think shes crazy. Yeah. Im bored. Ive been happy lately and people ( Read more... )

Your Musical Tastes Match: Dale Earnhardt Jr.
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Maybe my luck has changed. :) I think I like him quite abit. Last night towards the end of them game when he was sittin behind me and holdin me, made me feel something that I havent felt since you know who was around. He makes me smile, alot which is a big turn on ( Read more... )

And as I sit here...all that seems to run through my mind is you. I know Ive updated about this before. But its all thats going through my mind and I dont know what to do. It seems like theres noone around anymore. It seems like everywhere I look I lose someone. I dont know why. But it seems like my head always seems looking for you and once again ( Read more... )

So did you leave because you didnt want to be my friend anymore, or was Sherry right, did you leave because you in fact did fall in love with me and couldnt take action because you would be in jail? I wish I could just actually sit down and talk to you about this...but, it looks as if, I will just have to wait and get luck maybe at the lake and ( Read more... )

Hmm, well school is good. the ride home was good. As soon as I got home and out of Brookes car, the whole day shot right to hell. Make a long story short, Brian and I are into it. And, Im not just gonna blow this one off anymore. All I have done with him was atleast try to be nice, then he jsut aggrivates the piss out of me then I cant take it ( Read more... )

Hey yall. Im finally home. Got home Sunday night. Ashley and Fonzi stayed here Sunday night and then came back Monday to hang out. Wow, Florida was flippin crazy fun this year. Each year we seem to outdo ourselves. This year we went to our first Nascar Race. Pepsi 400 and it was crazy fun. I loved it so much. I had a blast. I sat out in the rain ( Read more... )

Hmm, well, I will not be seeing you all for quite sometime now. Although, most of you, I havent seen all summer. But, tomorrow at 12:40 I will be in a plane flying over Kentucky. It takes off at 12:35 but with all the shit they have to do on the runway, about 12:40. hah. I cant wait. I get to see my bestest friend. I love Aliee so gosh darn much. : ( Read more... )