Times change.

[__hattorihanzo]

I never update, because I have nothing to type about usually. But today I do because I got an aim message from Michele I think.. and I was half happy, half sad because I wasn't sure if she was messaging me because she wanted to say something nice, or say something that was practically going to stab me in the heart. I miss her alot, and I try not to

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[crrashh]

That's exactly why I imed you. Because I feel the same way and I was thinking about you the other day and I wanted to talk to you because even with all of that shit that's hard to forget, it was 9 years and you were the only person I ever confided in and I just got to thinking about it and it's so incredibly hard to believe that we don't talk at all much less everyday about everything. I mean everything has changed and we're both different people but neither of us would be half the person we are today without crediting half to each other...

Holy shit I think I know what made me im you today. I had a dream I was hanging out with Aaron Carter... holy fuck.

But anyway... yeah.. I don't know if we'll be friends again or not but I miss you and it makes me happy to think about being friends with you again. You should im me back by the way. I miss you Anya.

[__hattorihanzo]

Aww, dude I love you i'm so effing happy I could vomit haha. Not literally but.. I'm so happy this is true, I love you dude, and I wanna talk to you again and about everything. I'm sorry about what had happened and I want you to send my reguards to Corey. I didn't even know you read my lj wow lol. I'll be sure to talk to you later tonight once I get home.. I'm going to a football game tonight at my school.. which is lakewood now and it sucks, but i'm getting used to it.. I promise I will talk to you. I keep missing your IM's though, I wom't this time lol. I actually sat in bed all last night thinking about you too, wierd lol.

We will talk later I guess, mmk.. ttyl. <33

[crrashh]

okay good.. I thought you were just ignoring them. I figured you went to Lakewood now because Giovanna's gone but you got a new one? I saw her.... and your parents at the mall. Yeah.. I've been thinking about you the last couple days or weeks.. and then it was weird I don't think I've ever had a dream about Aaron Carter but we were like hanging out at my house... So I guess that made me im you but I had forgot about it.

I just got home and you weren't on so I guess I will talk to you later.

[__hattorihanzo]

Really, you saw me? I wish I had seen you. Yeah, I have a new one.. Nicole she's much more nicer than Gio. Gio and I fought alot, Nicole gets along with me more. I've been thinking about you alot this weekend as well, you havee to come see me dude, I'll fucking make you haha. <333

[crrashh]

No I saw Nicole and your parents at the mall.