I'm so tired of having to sneak around to see him. I really like him and I wish my mom could just understand that. If I could have it my way I'd be with that kid every second of my life. I don't even know what to do anymore. Something is going to have to change though.

My heart just got handed to me on a plate.  What is wrong with me??  This is the second time this has happened.  Everythings been so great lately, and then this happened,, completely unprovoked.  I don't even know what to do.  This pretty much ruiens my respect or trust for anything with a penis.  Guys have no hearts or feelings at all.  All they ( Read more... )

Friday I went over Jocey's house for a little.

We went to the mall.

I got a sweatshirt & a new purse and hung out with Sarah.

I came home and went out with Mike.

We went to Starbucks but they were closed so we got Wendy's instead.

I came home and called ____. I was supposed to go over his house with Jocey at like, 2.

But he didnt answer.

So then ( Read more... )

Yesterday was wonderful.
OMG.
<3<3<3

I really, really, really miss all of my old friends.

If I could go back in time, I would have done things differently.

I screwed things up with the person that I cared about the most.

And he completely hates me now.

I've changed so much in the last half a year that I look back at how I acted and what I've done wrong, and I think to myself, how ( Read more... )

Bowling with Taylor, Rich and Tom.


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Everything is horrible ( Read more... )

I miss the old times ( Read more... )

Wow. I havn't updated in like, a year.

Friday I went to the mall and mostly hung out with Jessi, Colin, Brian, Matt, Rich, and other faggots<3

After I went out with Rich, Jocey, Brian, John, Matt, and Jimmy.

We sat on the bleachers in the park for a while.

Me and Rich walked halfway across town to go swimming in Jessi's pool. Whicch didn't work out ( Read more... )

I officially havn't updated in a yearrrr.

Um nothing new has really happened.

I went over  a few peoples houses...thats it.

I've been moving around my entire house all week and i'm getting tired of it.

I'm innemic.

Because of that  I've been sooo tired.

All I've been doing is sleeping.

and crying.

I ate an entire cantalope today. =)

I REALLY miss ( Read more... )