rip kitty. i loved you soo much.

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physically exhausted. somewhat over my spurt of insomnia, but not really. i end up falling asleep early and waking up every night between 2 and 3 only to be totally awake again. i sleep diagonally with my head and two pillows at the foot of the bed, leaving the other two pillows where they belong, as if this practice might make me feel a little ( Read more... )

how do i fully express how much this feeling sucks? i will never be able to explain to you how i feel about you, because i know that you don't feel the same way. and, i can't shake it. one would think that knowing you don't feel the same way about me, would help me to get over it. and it did. in a way. i got over the hoping that i had a chance to ( Read more... )

this morning i had to say goodbye to the ferrets. i hate my father for this. i don't understand why for us to sell the house i had to give up MY pets. why doesn't he give up some of his inanimate bullshit. fuck im angry. right after he left i tore down the rest of the wallpaper in my room, trying to keep my mind off of losing my fuzzies. then my ( Read more... )

the only poem i have ever written that i am not embarassed about ( Read more... )

bangs are much longer, but i'm tired of them now, and i just want them out of my face ( Read more... )

HAHA SUCKERS. they dont look bad. but i cant wait until they're a little longer.

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so, is it that no one's ever around when i need to talk ( Read more... )

we had kittens this morning! between 4am and 6am, we had 4 beautiful kittens. unfortunately much to dan and i's dismay, the first kitten didn't make it. dan named him sam and buried him in the backyard. so, we have, 3, beautiful little kittens. 2 black and white, and one orange.

i am so excited.