I'm really really scared. Actually, I'm fucking terrfied. I can't sleep. Reality may just come crashing down.

Things are good. Summer is awesome, although I'd like to get my windows tinted because my left arm is now about 5 ch-ades darker than my right arm, it's kinda funny. I was pretty stressed about working full time this summer, and I even wanted to get a new job.. but hhah I didn't but surprisingly, it is so much easier than I remember. I run that

love it love it love it

I did something very messed up and I feel like a terrible person. I hate having to hide this and now i'm starting to have mixed feelings that I know I probably shouldn't have.

Genuine Happiness!

I'm at a good place.

"Anger is natural. Grief is appropriate. Healing is mandatory. Restoration is possible."

today I found a drawing of a cat that my mom drew in my sketch pad without my knowledge. I found it and then I died.

ive been updating a lot latley.

today i painted my toes red. i don't know why, but it makes my feet look like I have a few too many toes. it's so weird.

I'm never drinking again.