so i'm home from Haliburton and like usual all thats waiting for me is SHIT. so naturally i want to leave again, just one more week here and i can be gone again. i hate it here..i haven't cried or thrown up all week but that's ALL i've been doin the past 2 hours i've been home, HAH, so y'know, this place must just have some sort of shit-effect on ( Read more... )

AHK! stupid family! why the fuck would you have a party and leave so much FUCKING alcohol left over, what the fuck! isn't it OBVIOUS i have a problem!? no...no of course not, why would you pay any attention to me at all? ever wonder WHY i don't sleep til frickin' 6 in the motherfucking morning, or wear long sleeves and pants when it's a MILLION ( Read more... )

i think it will hurt less if i just give up. i'm not getting anywhere, why keep going...why continue to get my heart broke, i'm down to heart-dust now, heh.

i'm sorry you're not as sure as me, i'll never stop wanting it, but i'm not sure if i can keep trying.

goodbye for a week.
you deserve the break.

still not gone to bed yet...hum. i've been up all night eating and eating and eating. we had people over tonight so yup, there's lots of leftovers :) mmm, chicken. and tiny potatoes...haha, so now...i'm sitting here full and just kinda watching my dog lay in the middle of the doorway and snore, she looks cute :), moments like these that make me ( Read more... )

i cannot sleep, ug, i guess it's my fault for not getting out of bed 'til late. anyways...the rest of my family is home now, it's not so bad anymore, it's good to have my dog back too, it gets lonely down here at night. i am EVER so hungry but there is like, literally no food in the house, and i have an incredible craving for chocolate for some ( Read more... )

man...i'm so sleepy tonight! i was ready to go to bed at 2:00 (am) pwrp. but i had to watch the alamo, and man, it was totally worth it. anywho...i guess i'm gonna go daydream about the alamo 'til i fall asleep, cause y'know...i'm that wicked-awsome. goodnight all.

do you all realize that no matter where you go on any mainland continent you are in a country :S, i don't see how it got this way, geez, who really needs all that land, all unused land should be free space, for people who don't want to live in a country...does this bother other people too, or is it just me? hmph.

just home from seeing a movie all by myself, hehe, but i guess it's nice to watch a movie alone, especially when it's in German and i have to focus on the subtitles, mmhm, and then i got myself mcdonalds, supersized! cause i have yet to eat anything today, and i'm just in time for some good tv, so i'm gonna go lay down er somthin cause i am tired ( Read more... )

well, i'm off to bed, if you read this:

Happy Birthday Alison, I love you <3

and ya, goodnight to the rest of you, even though this entry doesn't really concern anyone else...

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