just recently arrived home from my friend's, we had a good time, we also were at the EX earlier but did not see any fire works cause it was chilly and we wanted to go home, heh, so uh...hmph. ya, i can't think at the moment, atleast i'm a little cheered up from being with my friends, and now i guess i'm going to go eat and maybe sleep cause i must ( Read more... )

i have just finished watching a really strange movie...but it was also really good, i liked it, watching my movies seems to keep my mind away from what i dread to think about, but now that it is over i guess i have to go up to bed and just drown in my fucking thoughts and tears and hope to god tonight i'll fall asleep and have a brief break from my ( Read more... )

i did not realize 'til now, but happy Canada day!

happy first of the month!

so i eventually had some sleep to day, from about 1:30 in the afternoon til about 4:30-5 at which point a girl i work with called to say i should go over, so i did, and it was a pretty easy day, i did not have to go far and have yet to have to talk to my friends, woo, so um...it's been an ok day except for all this other shit i have on my mind ( Read more... )

since my last entry i have been laying in my bed trying to sleep, and i now realize that there is just no point in trying anymore, so now i am up, making myself breakfast, and i am not going to be sleeping tonight, i really hope i do not have to make any deliveries today, or put up with any of my friends, cause i'm gonna be pretty tired and have no ( Read more... )

well, i just can't seem to write anything in here lately, so sorry to anyone who...wants somthing to read, maybe somthing worth saying will come to me soon, i don't know, goodnight all.

well, my first day of work was pretty good, i cleaned the store, lol, and it was very fun, i think i'll hang on to this one, atleast its somthing enjoyable for a job, woop.

back from my doctors and now it seems i must go to another doctor who specializes in crap like this and blah. so um...ya, i don't really know anything else i have to say at the moment, i guess i have to go get ready for my job dealy today anyways, so um, have a good day everyone, and i shall talk to you all later.

well, so, i got home a bit ago after dropping a certain someone off at her house, we had a pretty good day i think. i had fun, hehe, and now i am tired out and my eyes are a little sore from that stuff in pool water, i just don't know how to spell it, anywho, i must be off to play some computer games or somthing, and i really hope i can find a ( Read more... )