Comments | __holyshit: i dont like looking through the past..

__holyshit

i dont like looking through the past..

Dec 09, 2003 20:20

there lies resentment and a confusion that has been overcome only to be relived in a vivid contemplation ive so blatantly forgotten and dont understand. I want these past occurances to become idle and biodegrade or dillute into meaningless inquireies i dont need or want anymore. I dont want anything to look back on.. i just want right now. and

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boonedip December 9 2003, 19:31:13 UTC

You can control the present and you can stop tomorrow... The past is the only thing you can't control in your life. The past is the only thing you ever really have, as the present petrifies to look on at us for eternity and Tomorrow is something we can never really have, its the yesterday we always wanted to have... Not always what we will get.

Take it for what it worth, but everyone is built on the base of what they were, and you seem amazing and your past is something that led you to that.

__holyshit December 13 2003, 15:07:37 UTC

we live in the now, not for yesterday.. i see where you come from but IMO id stick with whats to come and use what ive learned and let it go.. the past for me hasnt been the greatest.. nor do i think its been for everyone.. theres alot to consider when it comes down to it(nicole wrote that->q).

boonedip December 14 2003, 19:15:12 UTC

You can live where you feel the most secure. I know my past is the worst attribute, none the less all of the things have lead me to where I am today and determined most aspects of my life. Not becaused they taught me something, but because they forced something upon me. I am who I am for all of my yesterdays. I feel to awkward and insecure in the now... So where does that leave me?

__holyshit December 21 2003, 13:33:15 UTC

people are too busy finding out who they will become and not accepting who they are already. People are trying to find out who they are, when they are already someone. People need to slow down and live in the now. Catch my drift? Also that can be one of the things hindering you from reducing that awkward insecure feeling, anxieties and whatnot.. questioning alot.. i know from experience, not sure how reliable it is.. but yea..::shrug::

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daisydelaney December 9 2003, 23:28:16 UTC

Yea, the previous guy totally spoke the words on my mind...hi!

__holyshit December 13 2003, 15:00:52 UTC

rar
im totlly being eaten right now.....