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[__holyshit]

At this very moment an epiphany reduced from a seclusion where it was lost in oblivion of misunderstandings.. all i ever wanted was to understand and there has been such an excess of not understanding that ive become latent in my analyzations. I want the raw and brtal truth inmy face. I want it to feel like a rock smashed upon my cranium after a 30

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[pinkeyefountain]

hey love,

i think our conversation in bed this afternoon [or yesterday, rather] reaffirmed our feelings on these subjects - after all, i understand where you are coming from and what adds uncomfortable restriction to your weight, yet i am disbelieving that it can be this daunting for so long.

above all else, you are my best friend. i respect and admire you; i feel safe and engaging with you, open and honest. we spoke of honesty and its negative effects - you should feel proud that you are a man of balanced ideology and experience. you radiate what few are ever able to attain - self-awareness. i know that you have made mistakes, but those are the past; even if those errors have names or faces, it is of no matter to us, and we are now - you know?

i know that, in all of your years, all those you felt close to [or that you felt you should feel close to] have had the audacity to try and manipulate or neglect you, fashion your ideals into something they were not, or delineate your perceptions of life and self to suit their liking. you

[__holyshit]

I felt passion in my veins the moment the first words were said of that conversation.. you pinned me with your eyes and i couldnt resist but to let it all hang out.. i love telling you these things and you will hear all these things when ever they happen. I love you, i couldnt ever find a better prson to be with.. sorry my writing has really started to fall apart in the past few lines because im writing over at kesleys house and there is this annoying ass spacebar that distracts me because the sound it produces when stroked(oo la la) sticks out from the rest of the keys and draws my attention away from what i am thinking. I like hearing what you thought after the conversation, im so into analyzation and reflecting on things. I love you because we do it together, we have the same minds we just work in different ways, if that makes any sense. NIcole i want to be with you forever. ill see you when you get off, i love you. bye.