The black cloud gathers and smothers my brain as i cry another tear in this struggle of pain, another hurdle to clear is it all the same? is the conquest of pain my only aim? The pain has got to stop it's eating into me, my apathy upholds this misery this hatred for myself will destroy me if i don't start to give it the love it needs.. Have you ( Read more... )

Tonight I went on another excursion as happy as can be, her and I? yea she says we're fine, this brings me happiness. Nicole is happiness. So is keke but my sister took the phone away as keke called me, keke has a show tomorrow bleh. oh well tonight i went on an excursion, i put on all black and went looking for more newspaper to add to the decore ( Read more... )

So shane and I went skating this afternoon, it was horrendous, we went and ate jack in the crack.. little did we know it was going to be HOT AS FUCK. WE skated the glendale park for about 2 hours, I ended up landing my frontside flip pivot on the box, yay. Its kinda bothersome tho because now since I do those by tweaking my kickflip noseslides I ( Read more... )

Somewhat distasteful feeling this morning, I didnt feel like getting up when I first woke up around 6 am, so i stayed in bed till 830. I talked to keke lastnight for a few hours, she got off early, keke is the rad haha.. VIBRANT GREEN. muahahah. she knows what im talkin about, hopefully hehe, i luffa you keke :) just dont mention cousins haha. Oh ( Read more... )

I got up around 3, nathan and I had made plans. hes one of the guys who is in "the group", those friends ive known for 10 years. the ones who accept social fascism. We had plans to go skate, and we did, he came and picked me up which was quite weird because i never imagined nathan driving. We got to the park, nathan was skating his heart out trying ( Read more... )

If you want more i can be your delivery boy, you just order it and ill deliver it. There are places a delivery boy dare not go or insist to chance it even.. cause assumption and confidence collide into a momentum as a giant snowball getting lareger and larger rolling into eachother gathering more and more to build upon ( Read more... )

Fuck that, im stronger than this.

Phantom figurines listen to mumbled tones inside a ruptured displacement of sound. the skull of amusement is the residue from a recidal of musicians who danced behind my thoughts as the sounds played. Speak of hate and angst, my words know not of this disposition, the number one, the letters of her name have brought a new meaning inside the ( Read more... )

We drove for minutes upon minutes to arrive at our destination after waving signs that read "my cock is bigger than yours" at people speeding past us.. they deserved it, we were going 70 yet theyd pass us as if we were sitting still. After our roadtrip, we arrived at the concrete palace in which we were greeted with transitions and sweaty boys and ( Read more... )

I was up all night with the hand cramp fever.. buh nuh nuh nowwwwww.. hand cramp fever.. oof. Keke are you still alive? If you have called I havnt recieved it, nor a message, i hope you are doing ok i miss you lots and if you havnt called me call me damnit. This stupid job and stupid school and stupid stupid everything else is keeping you away from ( Read more... )